Presented at the Midsummer Light Conference, Santa Fe,
July 19, 2002
Tobias: And so it is, dear friends and family, that we gather for the last lesson of the Ascension series. We have had a long and wonderful year with you. We have enjoyed all of the changes and the transformations that you have gone through. We have taken pleasure in the joy that you have been experiencing in so many new ways in your life.
We gather here today with a group who is family in the dearest and the deepest way. We also gather with the ones, and we touch each of the ones who gather through your web system, or who read these messages in their moment of "now." Yes, we are as much with you at this moment as we are present with those in this room.
The sacred space we create together is filled with the purity and the love of Spirit. We can feel you opening your heart. You are releasing so many of your burdens. You are allowing your spirit to shine forth. Indeed this is a sacred and safe space. With all you are learning and experiencing, you will be able to take this energy with you wherever you go.
Feel for a moment. Feel how you feel. Yes, perhaps, there are a few aches and pains. But, feel the innermost feeling of who you are. This glow that you have now... we can see it in you. We can see it all around you. This is what we have been talking about for several years now. This is the energy of your divinity. You are allowing it to come forth.
Indeed, it is an honor for all of us to be here… the energy of the Kryon in the north... the energy of Michael in the west... the energy of Metatron in the east... ah, and the loving, nurturing energy of Mother Mary in the south. They stand at the four pillars and at the four corners to be here with you now. They, in turn, are surrounded by another group of angels and entities.
But now, dear friends and dear family, get comfortable. Get very comfortable. Breathe in deeply. Relax. Humans of this day tend to be so stiff at times, so filled with stress, their bodies so rigid. In my days, we were much looser. We were not so uptight about things. Oh, we had our share of woes. And, indeed we had our share of heavy guilt. But, we were not quite so stiff as humans these days.
Do not mind the heat in here either. In my days the sign of sweat was good. It was a type of healing. So, allow yourself to flow. Allow your body to flow. Enjoy the heat that you are producing in this space.
Now, we have gone through many difficult and challenging lessons in the Ascension series. We began in the first lesson by telling you, dear ones, "It is not about you anymore. It is not about you." You do not have contract, and you do not have karma anymore. We know there are days when this is hard to believe, but it is not about you anymore.
You are moving to a whole new level where you do not have to work through all of these experiences and challenges. You do not have to set these up for yourself anymore. It is not about you. You have chosen to remain on this place of Earth to be the teachers. At any moment, you can put down all of the challenges that you have set up for yourself, so you can focus your energies and attention on being divine human guides for the others.
It is not about you anymore. Indeed there are energies within you and around you that would have you doubt this. But, remind yourself when you look in the mirror that it is not about you anymore.
In Lesson One of the Ascension Series we shared with you that you have already ascended. What did you think would happen? What did you expect? And, who did you think would meet you when you ascended? Ascension is moving from one lifetime into the next without changing your physical body. You have gone through one, perhaps two, and for a small number of you, three lifetimes already in these past few years. You have gone through these rapidly.
You have ascended. The reason why it is challenging and difficult is because the energies all around you, the energies of what we call the Old Earth, have not ascended. So, what you see all around you, the reality outside of you, causes you to doubt what has happened within you.
You also had preconceived notions of what ascension was. You thought perhaps you would grow wings and fly around. (audience laughter) It is much easier to take an airplane! (more laughter) You thought all of the difficulties and challenges would be gone. But, as we said, most of the rest of the Earth is still holding on to that vibration, and because you are more open and sensitive, you can still feel the pains and the sorrows of those around you. And, often times you interpret them as your own.
And the old memories still linger within you. They remind you of your past, of your childhood, and of your past lives. There is also part of you that is not so sure. You want to let go of old karma. As strange as that sounds, some of you still feel you have a price to pay for things you have done in the past. This is not so. You can forgive yourself. Indeed, Spirit never held judgment against you. You can forgive yourself at any moment and be clear and free of the shackles of karma.
Ascension: It's not what you thought it would be. This would be a wonderful bumper sticker! (Tobias chuckling and audience laughter).
In Lesson Two, we spoke to you of "owning your divinity." That is a subject we will remind you of over and over again. Divinity is yours. It does not belong to Kryon, or Michael, or Metatron, or Mary, or any of the others. Your divinity is yours. Own it!
At times you are like a bucket with holes. Your divinity leaks out. You wonder what happened, and where it went. You are not so sure of your divinity. You are not sure if you are worthy of it. One moment you try to embrace it. And, the next you are giving it away to others.
Own your divinity. Know that it is yours. It is your birthright as a spiritual being. You have carried the divine seed with you ever since you left Home. When you left the Kingdom and went through the Wall of Fire to create an identity of your own, you carried the divine seed within. It has always been there. You will never find it in another. Spirit cannot even give it to you, for you already have it. Own it!
In Lesson Three, we spoke to you of "releasing the darkness within." The "snakes" we spoke of are something you will encounter over and over. They are there for a reason. They are there… the challenges, the problems that you encounter… they are there for a reason. Simply ask them what it is you should know. Ask these snakes that are in the road, which are a part of you, what it is that you can learn from the experience.
We also told you that "the darkness is part of you, Lightworker." The darkness is part of you. If you try to annihilate the dark, you are only hurting and harming yourself. You are deluding yourself about who you truly are. You are part dark and part light.
The elements of duality were essential to your journey. You cannot cut off the darkness. You can only integrate this energy. It is part of the four marbles we have spoken of over and over and over again. It is the new "quad" energy. It is the integration of all of who you are embraced by your divine energy. As you release the darkness, which you have suppressed within you, it comes forth and helps create an energy that will propel you into a blessed place in your house of ascension.
The darkness… you do not like looking at it so much. You do not like thinking of some of the things that you might have done in the past. You like to think that you only live in the light. You will continue to have problems and challenges until you accept all. The dark and the light… this is what happened when you left Home. These were the energies that you created. The darkness spins the light. The darkness moves light forward. They work together in harmony. They work together in an energetic marriage.
Now, does this mean you need to be an evil person? No, we are saying to
understand that there is a balance of energies here. Lightworkers tend to
think they only work in the light. In reality it is the integration and the
melding of these energies into a unity and a harmony embraced by your
We spoke to you of the "Language of Ah" in Lessons Four through Six. The Language of Ah is the inner knowingness. It is your divinity shining forth and providing solutions to the challenges.
We talked to you of how these divine senses awaken. First of all, they begin in your human senses. You will see things like you have never seen before, and hear in a way that you did not know before. There will be new depth to your sense of taste, and to your sense of smell, and to your feel... and, indeed to your heart, and to your mind.
Your divine powers come in through the human senses you already have. It is through the corridors that are already in place, through the structures that you have set up for the human sensory experience.
But, now know that you can see beyond what is obvious. And, you can hear deeper than ever before. You have the sense of knowingness. You have that sense of feel all over your body. This is where divinity first shows up. As you learn to integrate your divine senses with your human senses, it becomes a complete package. Your divine sense are the ones you brought with you as an angel before you came to Earth. Integrate all of these into your being. This is where your power lies. This is where your understanding, your ability to sense things within and outside of you lies.
In Lesson Seven we talked of "knowing no agenda," a very difficult and
challenging lesson indeed. Know no agenda. Many of you scratched your heads
for days and weeks wondering how to release your agendas. But, as you release
the agendas, you come to new knowingnesses of the way things work. You realize
that you do not need to have an agenda. Without agenda, you will find yourself
in the appropriate place, at the appropriate time.
In Lesson Eight we talked of "a new understanding of love." We will speak more of this in our upcoming lessons. You will find that love is changing. That is why relationships are changing. In the Old Energy, love was the bringing together of energies to create wholeness. In the new understanding of love you are whole unto yourself; therefore, when you meld with another, it creates yet a new energy. Love is changing. The perception of love… the feeling of love… and the experience of love… they are all changing. Why do you think your relationships are changing also? As you change your consciousness, those things around you will change as well.
We spoke to you of "the Void of Ascension" in Lesson Nine. The Void is taking a step aside for a moment, stepping aside to let your divinity come forth. You have been trained as humans to use this mind of yours to solve all of these problems. You have learned, in a strange sense, to trust your mind and not trust many other things.
Through your experiences, you have found it difficult to trust God, because
not been there for you when you have called on Him or Her. You learned to not trust because you did not know or understand this concept of God. So you go back to relying on your own self, your old self, hoping that someday perhaps God will come along, have mercy on you, and bestow these things on you that you ask for. In the meantime, you have learned so much to trust your own mind that you have forgotten how to open up to your divinity.
So, we said go into the Void of Ascension. Step aside. Release. Open. It is a bit scary indeed. We know so many of you have worked with this. And, it does bring up a certain amount of fear, wondering what will happen when you let go of that tight grasp of things, when you let go of the control that you thought you had.
When you go into the Void of Ascension, something miraculous happens. Your own divinity is given permission to come forth, to integrate with the human aspect of who you are, to provide the solution, and provide the insight, and the knowingness. It is a part of you that you have not known for a long, long time, this divinity. It has always been there, simply waiting to come forth
In Lesson Ten, we talked to you of going from "no identity to new identity." That is much of what you have been doing for the past several years. You have been releasing your identity, releasing all of the things around you, releasing things like your home, or your relationship, or your job, or perceptions, or beliefs, or thoughts, family, friends.
As your consciousness changes things around you change. And, it is appropriate to let go, to let go, of all things, beliefs, material items. Let go of these if it is time for them to leave. What is appropriate for you and for them will come back to you. What is not, bless it, and let it walk out the door. You are going from a period of no identity, and now you are beginning to build the new identity of a divine human - a difficult and challenging process indeed, indeed.
You are in the end times now. Much has been written about this. Much has been discussed of the end times. You are in the days of revelation. And, what a wonderful thing it is to have the revelation of who you truly are and where you have come from.
It has been written in your holy scriptures, this Book of Revelations, to be a dark, and punishing, and ugly thing. But, dear friends, the name of the book itself - Revelations, new revelations and new insights… it is what happens indeed.
Did you know that the apocalypse is happening now… the apocalypse of your soul is happening at this moment? Apocalypse, defined by your own human dictionary... APOCALYPSE MEANS LIFTING OF THE VEIL! This is the original Greek definition. Apocalypse means lifting of the veil.
You are living in the days of apocalypse right now. The veil is lifting all around you. It is the apocalypse of the soul. And, as you lift this veil, as you come to new understandings and insights, you also help change the consciousness of everything around you.
That is why we honor you so much for the work that you do. What you precipitate, what you start, sets up a pattern that enables others to then use those tools and those energies for transformation in their own life. You are the teachers. Apocalypse - lifting of the veil. The very work of the Kryon changed the grids in response to your changing consciousness. As the grids are adjusted and changed, this lifts the veil.
So, when certain people come to you waving their fingers about the apocalypse and about revelations, smile and tell them you know what they are talking about. Tell them you understand it is the transformation of the soul. Tell them that you felt the four horsemen right here in this sacred land, in this sacred room. And, the four horsemen are the Kryon, and Michael, and Metatron, and Mother Mary!
When you read your Holy Scriptures and look at this Book of Revelations, look at it from a point of consciousness. The stories were not specific events that would take place. There would not be angels spreading death all over your world. This was referring to your consciousness when John wrote about this. He was in a lucid state, and he was writing about a change of consciousness that would take place beginning within and then spreading all over the world.
When John speaks of the seven angels spreading changes over the world, this
is a process that is taking place within you. This is the change, and it
relates to the old chakras. They are being eliminated. They are being
destroyed, so to speak, so that you can have a single chakra, one chakra. So,
the seven angels come, and they make change within. And, when Revelations
speaks of Israel, it speaks of consciousness. It is not about the country. It
is of the consciousness, and the soul, and the heart of the world, and who you
This Book of Revelations indeed was accurate because you will have new revelations and new understandings. The veil indeed will be lifted. It is already being lifted amongst all of you here. And, changes will come. You have seen that in these last years. Changes will come within your own being.
It does not mean that God will set to destroy most of the world. It does not mean, by any means, that there will be groups who are "left behind." It is a shame that these things are even written about! But, you know what, it makes for good drama! (audience laughter). What it means, dear friends, is that parts of the old you, of who you were in the past… you are releasing part of you and they are being "left behind" so to speak. You are releasing these old parts of yourself.
As we talked about recently in our last lesson, something miraculous is happening here. When you left Home, there was a limited or finite amount of energy that left with you. There was a finite amount of energy that entered the void, what is now your known universe. Oh, that amount of energy was vast, but it was finite.
Through the journey that you have taken ever since, and the journey of many lifetimes on Earth, you are creating New Energy. That is a miracle! You do not see it yet in your own life. But, you will come to understand what we are talking about. You will understand why the Kryon is so excited about the work you do, why all of us who gather here honor you.
Something is happening. Never before has "new energy" been created. Energy was transformed and changed, but never created. You are creating New Energy. You are releasing your past lives. You are, in a sense, leaving them behind. You are releasing them. And, as you do, they take on their own identity. They go off to other parts of your multi-dimensional universe to begin their own journey.
You have birthed these new aspects. These are your past lives. They are the ones who gather in the circle outside of Metatron, Michael, Kryon, and Mother Mary on this day. They are now off in other multi-dimensional areas, beginning their own new journey. These are your children. They are your creations.
Mother Mary comes forward in the time of this lesson. She brings a nurturing and loving energy. And, we are not referring here just to the identity of Mary as written about in your scriptures. But, it is the symbol, the representation of the Mother energy.
Do you know that there has been an imbalance of the Mother and the Father energy on Earth for quite sometime? It is time for that to come back in balance. You will find that the Mother energy is coming forth now because her presence is being allowed back in. It is bringing a new balance to the energies of male and female.
You will find more and more people channeling the Mary energy, working with this energy, being drawn to this energy in the next few years of time. You will feel the pure, pure blue color of her energy around you at many times, loving you, and nurturing you, and supporting you.
The Mother energy is here because you are birthing your own divinity. The
Mother energy is here at this time of birthing your divinity. You will feel
this energy through your divine senses. She is very present in this space
right now. Many of you have worked with her before. But, there are new aspects
to her that you are not so familiar with. There is a brighter and lighter
appearance and feel to Mary.
As the veil is lifted, she can come forward. Her energy comes into to Earth to provide a type of love and nurturing that is so needed. Each of you can benefit from this energy as you work as teachers to others.
Now, we pause for a moment, simply to look out at you… to look out at your light and your glowing divinity. We see your eagerness to move forward to the next step. We see your eagerness to help others. We see your eagerness to fulfill the journey of your own soul.
We would like you to take a moment to feel our love and energy. You can feel this even if you are reading these words at a later date. You do not need to have special gifts for this. Take this moment to feel the love Spirit has for you.
Ah, there are times that we would almost prefer to just sit here like this with you. We can communicate so much better on the other levels without all the words. Your mind is filled. Your heart is open. We can come in, and embrace you, and hold you.
Dear friends, dear family, as you go through this journey, you open your heart. When you learn to trust your heart, you will find things change around you drastically. As you get out of your head, thinking that this is the only place that problems are solved, and you begin to live in the "now" moment and trust your divinity, you will come to understand who you truly are.
We ask you to BE THE SONG OF YOUR SOUL. Be the song of your soul. It is there. It is singing to you. Your divinity is singing, waiting for you to simply be it… not to wonder what it will be like… not to wait for it… but simply to be the song of your soul.
We ask you to hold this song of your soul. Embrace it and to hug it, for it
is you. Your divinity is right there. We can see it. It is not in your
physical being necessarily. It is all around you and within you. It wants to
come forth. It wants the final birthing. You have gone through the labor pains
in the birthing of your divinity these past few years. It wants to come
through now. It wants you to hold it. It is your divinity, but, in a sense, it
is like a child. It wants you to hold it.
And, so it is that Lesson Eleven of the Ascension Series is "Behold the Song of Your Soul." Behold the song of your soul. It is there. It is not outside of you. It is not owned by someone else. It is not in your head.
You can never, never find God through your head, through your mind. Humans have tried for eons of time. Many of you still try to figure it out in your heads. You think that if you can help to understand the hierarchy of the angels that you will figure out how to get to heaven. It does not work like that. You try to figure out this soul of yours through the mind of yours. It does not go that way.
Open your hearts. Open your hearts. Behold the song of your soul. This is a melding and an integrating with who you are. Hear it. Feel it. It is there. Behold it, right now, in this moment. It is you. It is you. It is like a child wanting to come forth and express itself in all love and innocence. It is like a wise father with a knowingness that surpasses anything you have experienced before. It is like a loving and nurturing mother, wanting to care for you also. This is your divinity, your divinity within you, wanting to come forth.
Behold the song of your soul. As you do, you will move into a new clarity. We would like to talk to you about that for a moment. As you behold who you are in your own divinity, you will begin to have a new clarity that you have not experienced before. You will begin to understand the headlines when you read them. You will begin to understand things like this Book of Revelations when you read it again. You will have clarity of the people around you and the events that occur all around you.
Now, this is a wonderful thing… to a point. At times the clarity is difficult because you will see, and sense, and feel things like you never have before. There will be a tendency to want to shut back down. Do you understand that there are all these filters that you have placed around yourself for a reason? It is because sometimes the energies from the outside are difficult to handle.
In the new clarity that you are coming into, sometimes it will jar old beliefs and thoughts. Sometimes you will not want to see what is before you. With your new clarity you may not want to hear the words that are spoken. With the new clarity that you have from beholding the song of your soul, you may not want to get certain feelings. You may not like that feeling that you get when you walk in the store, and you feel dense and thick and dark old energy.
And, there may be a tendency at levels within you to say, "I do not know what this is. I do not know why things around me are so harsh right now, or why I'm being bombarded with energies, and thoughts, and feeling that make me nauseous, or unstable, or unbalanced." And, you might want to retreat back behind the veil and the filters that you had set up.
Understand that this is the part of the process. The new clarity does not always paint the prettiest picture. From your new perspective in the New Energy you will see some things about the Old Energy that might be difficult to handle. It is like the first year medical students who go down into the lab and begin to cut things apart. It is not always so pretty. We want to bring this to your attention, because you will be feeling it and experiencing it in these days and weeks ahead.
Perhaps you will not like it so much, and there may be a strong potential for you to want to shut down. You may say, "What is wrong with this process? What is wrong with my blossoming spirituality? I thought everything was supposed to be rainbows, and cotton candy, and fluffy clouds." Indeed, you will have the clarity that you have asked for, but you may see things that seem rather harsh at first.
Then, you will wonder why you have never seen the set-up this way, why you have never seen into the feelings, and the hearts, and the minds of others. It is because there have been filters. There have been veils to protect you.
On the other hand, dear family, as you behold the song of your heart, and you develop this new clarity, you will also be able to have a new, and full, and joyful experience with other things in your life. The clarity will help you resonate with music like you have never felt before. We will help you go into the depths of things like taste.
Ah, indeed for the one who is asking over here… yes, sex, making love will
be more fulfilling than what you ever experienced. There will be a clarity to
it. It will not just be a physical act. It will now be a complete act that
involves your physical being, your emotional being, and your spiritual being.
In the new clarity you will be able to talk to your body. You will be able to talk to your cells. You will be able to feel things and know things from them. Do not try to go in and will the cells and the molecules and the atoms of your body to change. How do you know what you want them to change to? Go in with the new clarity and listen. They will tell you. They will tell you something. They will tell you what type of balance is most desired.
Your own soul and spirit will tell you how to bring things back into harmony and balance within your body. But, stop going within and trying to WILL that cold, or that flu, or that cancer out of you. When you do that, when you try to will it out, is that you are truly nailing it in place.
With the clarity, go within. You will find you can journey and travel around your body. Have no preconceived notions of what this will be like. Simply allow yourself to go in. You may talk to your body like it was a little teddy bear inside. You may see animated cells. You may see a factory of biology. It will be different for all of you. But, go within and talk. It will tell you.
The new clarity will open up a creative side of you that has been blocked. You are smart, humans, but you forget to be creative! You have locked that away. Your own teachers and parents have taught you to lock that away. They taught you to think rather than feel, and be, and create, and do. In your new clarity you will understand how to open up this magnificent creative side of yourself.
As you behold the song of your own soul, you will have a clarity in your physical, emotional, and spiritual aspects. We know this is coming because we have worked with some of you, some specifically who are in this room, and others who are connecting in your other ways. We worked with a small group of you in these past months. As you are opening to clarity to see what type of reactions Shaumbra gets with new clarity, we have seen wonderful and beautiful things, the ability to have deep inner knowingnesses.
But, we also see that when you have this clarity, and you see what you would consider the darker, the uglier, the more difficult sides of life, you want to run back in your house and shut the door, close the windows, and draw the blinds, and say, "I want nothing to do with this. I was uncomfortable with my new clarity."
So, we are presenting this to you now. We will be working with you on this in the days to come. Know that this clarity is coming into your life. Work with each other. Share your experiences. Document what you are going through. The others who come will need the information that you have gained.
Now… now… dear friends, dear family, we are also going to be changing the way we speak to you after this lesson. When we channel to you, we come into the room, and we gather up the energy of all of you who are here. And, then we, in a sense, channel this through Cauldre back to you. It has been somewhat of a passive type of information channeling.
When we gather together next month to begin our new series, we will be doing it in a new way. We will be escorting all who are present and all who are willing to a new space. But, it is YOU that will be doing the talking. We will be talking through Cauldre. But, it will not so much be us. I, Tobias, will be there, very present, for I am family, and I love you dearly. But, we will be relying more and more on you.
There is a word that we use here on this side to describe this. It is a word that carries the vibration of "shoud." It would be spelled "s-h-o-u-d" in your English language. This is a vibration that means that you are beginning to express yourselves and your own divinity.
You do not need as much of the energy of I, Tobias, or the others. We will
gather with you, but it will be more of your voice in Spirit that comes
through, more and more of you that comes through. We will become more and more
of the audience that is listening to what you are saying.
The way that the information is channeled will be different. You will be able to sense it and feel it. We are asking you, and we are asking Cauldre, to make another change and another giant step. This is a new way of communicating and a new way of sharing information.
We will still be there at your side. But, we are asking you to step up. We
are asking you to own your divinity. We are asking you to be the ones bringing
forth your divinity and, therefore, the new information in the New Energy.
We love you dearly. We honor you for the work that you do. We have much to do, and much to say, and much to share with you for the remainder of this weekend. We will be here strong and present, for you are never alone.
And so it is!
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre,"
Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be
found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias
Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around
the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the
potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing, caring and guiding. Over 40,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public, although RSVPs are appreciated. There is nothing to join and no dues to pay. The Crimson Circle receives its abundance through the open love and gifting of Shaumbra throughout the world.
The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.
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