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THE TOBIAS MATERIALS May 5, 2002
The Ascension Series Lesson Nine
"You are Creating
TOBIAS: And so it is, dear friends and dear teachers, that we gather
with you in this circle of the New Energy. It is a delight to be back
The energy here is loving and caring. It is filled with compassion and filling
with the essence of your journey.
For those who think it is energizing for us to come in, you have it all
backwards. It energizes US to be here with you. It gives us
- how do you say
- your goose bumps all over our etheric being. (audience laughter)
For those who can see the colors of the ones who gather around you and
gather around this stage, you will see the shimmering all over as we come
into your sacred temple. A sacred temple... that is what you create here,
Shaumbra, teachers. When you gather like this, you create the temple of the
New Energy. You have allowed us into your sacred space. You have
allowed us to come into the doors of your divine temple.
We take off our shoes in honor to you. Cauldre... he thinks that we have him
remove his shoes because we do not so much like those funny things on the
feet. But, it is also our way of showing honor to you when we remove our
and to be here with you. We thank you for bringing us into the temple of the
Dear ones, what an honor to be here! What an honor to see what you are
doing! No small task is it to be the first into the New Energy. We will speak
of that today. We will talk of what New Energy truly is. But, what an honor
to be here with you!
We send out so much love. It does not need to be carried in words. Do you
feel what we are sending you? Do you feel what you are creating here, you,
the ones who sit in this room, the ones who are connecting through
mass web? What you are creating!
In a way, you could say that we take pictures of you, even though we heard
Cauldre say no pictures allowed! (chuckling) We take a type of energy
picture when we gather with you. We put these on the walls here on our side
of the veil. We line up the pictures of this group, of the Crimson Circle.
line up individual pictures of each one of you who is here, or who reads this.
Then we compare... we look back one year ago, and two years ago. We see
the magnificent changes that have taken place within you.
You, too, can see these pictures. Simply ask. We will bring you here to this
room where all of these energy pictures are posted. We will bring you here
at night in your dreams, or even in your waking state. As you learn to
duality, you will learn to travel without cars or airplanes. And, you, too,
get a glimpse of your pictures, of the progress you have made in a few short
Oh, do you know, a few years is such a short period of time, after you
had hundreds or thousands of lifetimes! Look at what you are doing in a
short period of time!
This room fills with the energies of those who come in for this
one who is the invited guest, and the many others who gather in the circles
around... watching... honoring... and feeling the love of a small band of
humans who has walked a long, long difficult road for many lifetimes.
"Yes," is what we heard from you one month ago. "Yes," is
what we heard
from your soul, and from your human ego and consciousness, when
Metatron asked you, "Are you ready, dear ones?" "Yes," is what we heard
from you when we asked, "Are you ready to free yourself of those
that have held you back?"
Indeed, there were those who put their own clauses into their "yes"! "Yes,
Spirit, but you must give me this!" And, do you know what, dear ones, that
is appropriate! We want to know what things you need on Earth. And your
own being, your own soul, needs to hear it, too.
You have been afraid to ask for things. You have thought that the bucket of
Spirit was limited. You thought there was only so much soup in the
container of Spirit! You wanted to make sure there was enough to go around
for every human on Earth. We love you for that! But, this is like a
bottomless dish. There is more than enough for everyone.
It is important for you to let us know what you need on your journey.
Perhaps, we cannot deliver it to you in a tangible, material product. But, we
can deliver it to you with our energy and our love.
When you ask for things, it helps your own soul know what you need at this
time. Do not be afraid to ask. Dear ones, let us know if
there is love that you
need, compassion that you need. And, let yourself know that you need
Do not place limitations on how much, or when, or where. Simply put out
the vibration that now is the time for these things of humanness, for these
things of emotion, for these things of Spirit to come into your life. And,
will be brought to you. This is one of the physics of the New Energy.
comes to you.
And, "Yes," is what we heard when Metatron asked, "Are you ready to
who you are? Are you ready to express your being and your divinity?"
"Yes," is what we heard when Metatron asked you, "Are you ready to
illuminate your divinity?" Not to keep it in that secret, hidden
space, but to
illuminate it within your being and all around.
"Yes," is what we heard - a chorus of yeses coming from Shaumbra - when
you were asked, "Are you ready to know who you truly are?"
illusion of a human with limitations, not the illusion of one who is trapped
cycles of lifetimes on Earth. But, are you ready to know yourself as God?"
You left Home a long, long time ago... but, indeed, not so long ago. As one
who was in the Kingdom with the King and the Queen, you would one day
inherit the throne. You would one day bring that into your being. That is
why Metatron asked, "Are you ready to know that you are the one that
inheriting the throne?"
There are many implications of this, which we will continue to discuss with
you. But, it is time for you to be God-self in your own right, still in unity
with All That Is, but now with a separate identity. "Are you ready to know
who you are?"
"Are you ready to receive the Fruit of the Rose?" And, what
we heard was,
"Yes, but I am somewhat confused about what this is!" (audience laughter)
This is the ownership of who you are, your divinity. It is the knowingness
that you have created all solutions, even before the experience comes to you
in your life. The Fruit of the Rose IS your divinity.
When we asked, "Are you ready to receive it," you
answered all over the
Earth and in your individual hearts, "Yes, Metatron! Yes, Spirit, and yes,
Tobias! We are ready! Why the heck do you think we have gone through so
many difficulties? (audience laughter) Why do you think you have to ask us
these questions? Haven't we told you time and time again?" But, Metatron
asked again because now the time is so appropriate.
We asked you, "Are you ready to allow others their space, to
they are on a journey of their own?" In due time, they will come to
in the meantime, it is a matter of allowing them to play their game, allowing
their soul to develop, to experience, and to grow, as you have.
Dear ones, when we asked you, "Are you ready to love yourself,"
all across the world, "Maybe ... maybe." (audience laughter) This was the
most difficult for you to answer because it put the questions so deep within
you. This question raised issues with you for nights and nights and nights to
come about your worthiness.
"Are you ready to love yourself?" You caught glimpses in your
even in your waking state, of things you had done in the past. There were
betrayals, murders, illnesses, abuse of power, and corruption. You created
of these things in the energy of duality. And then you judged yourself for
"Are you ready to love yourselves, dear ones, now? Are you ready to
understand that this was all about experience?" You have paid your
You have paid your dues from lifetime to lifetime. There is no reason now to
hold onto anything from the past other than the wisdom of the experience.
Spirit, and Metatron, and all of the others hold no judgments. They do not
even know what sin is. They do not even know this thing that you call
karma, for you have placed that on yourself. "Are you ready, dear ones," we
ask you today, "to love yourself, dearly and intimately?"
You have been taught that there is something wrong with loving yourself,
that it is narcissistic, that it is perverted. But, dear friends, it
is the most
sacred thing you can do! Love all of who you are, and understand that
your experiences have brought you to this moment of wisdom.
Dear ones, Metatron also asked you, "Are you ready to release the
duality? Are you ready to let go, even when you do not so much know
is coming in its place?" Ah, a grand challenge! So many of you said, "I'm
ready to release this, but I am so close to it, I do not even know that it is
there." "Duality is such an innate a part of who I am," you said, "that I do
not know how to release it." The "yes" that came from your heart, and from
your being, that came from your mouth, and was expressed for all to hear...
this "yes" sets up an energy that helps to release duality.
You still do not know what you are moving into, this thing called the
Energy. It is like a mystery. It is elusive. It is not understandable
point. But, it will come. We will speak of it in this lesson.
When Metatron spoke of the winds, and the fires, and the rains, and the
rumblings of Earth, indeed, he was speaking of those things that you will
read about in your newspapers. And he was conveying a message to you
"Are you ready for the fires that will sweep through your physical
You may know this fire as the flu. You may know it as skin irritations. You
may know it as hot flashes. These are the fires that come from the clearing
within, for there is much friction taking place right now in your energetic
being at your deep, deep levels. The friction causes heat, which brings on
inner fires. These fires clear the inner being, and clear the old scars. In
forests there are trees that are down. There is debris on the ground. In
own being it is much the same. There are things that need to be cleared now.
The inner fires help release them.
And, the quakes that come up... indeed, Metatron was also speaking of the
shakings and the rumblings that come up within you, the body aches and
pains. Your very DNA is being changed right now by you.
Indeed, we are
there at night. We stand around and help to provide a buffering effect for
this. You are changing your own DNA structure, your own molecules, your
atomic-level being. You are changing within, and this will cause
You hold energetic imprints from the past in your tissues, in your bones and
all over your physical body. Sometimes it takes a quake to release these
imprints from within. When that happens, do not come to us, and say,
"Metatron and Tobias, why have you done these things to me? Why is my
body aching?" Dear one, it is because you are releasing. Understand
process and flow with it.
And, the waters that come... the waters... these are tears.
These are the tears
of your heart. For there indeed is a sadness about leaving the old energy, the
energy of duality that you have called home for so, so long. The tears of
your heart help to wash away the emotional residues of the past. They
cleanse the old, to allow you to truly move into the new.
Ah, and the winds. The winds within. No wonder there are
winds within, for
dear ones, you are going so fast right now! Have you ever
put your head out
of a car window going 100 miles an hour? You can feel the blast. That is
much of what you are doing right now. You are going so rapidly into the
New Energy that it is causing a type of wind within. And, the winds also
clear. The winds also release. At times the winds are like a velvet brush
going across your entire being, soothing and comforting. At other time the
winds are roar like a hurricane or tornado.
All of these things happen within as you go into this thing called the New
Energy. Much of what Metatron spoke of in our last gathering was about
you. It was about you.
You will also see these things happening in the world outside of you.
as you are changing your consciousness, it is helping others to change theirs.
Even if you sit at a desk all day not do much interfacing with others, the
consciousness changes within you are affecting the others around you. They
are going through a process, much like what you have gone through. Theirs
will be a bit easier, because they will have teachers - you - to guide them
through. They will come to you at the appropriate time.
The energy of Metatron is firmly upon Earth. It has taken a
while for this to
come through. It has taken a while for Metatron to adjust his energy and it
has taken a while for you to be able to absorb it. But, this energy is firmly
here now. No messengers need to be sent. No filters or barriers like we had
before. It is here.
Metatron, dear ones, IS you. Metatron is the collective
energy of those who
are moving into the New Energy. You can see your reflection in Metatron. It
is the illumination of who you are. It is your divinity. Metatron, who
introduced himself as "your voice in Spirit" is a part of you that has not
able to integrate at the Earth level for many, many reasons. Metatron is the
divine consciousness that was not able to come into duality until now. And,
this energy of Metatron, of you, of your divinity is now firmly planted here.
It was a delight for this consciousness of Metatron to speak to you a month
ago. His consciousness will continue speaking to you, but recognize
in this. Recognize Shaumbra in this voice of Metatron. Metatron will
continue to work with you.
Now, indeed, there is a special guest who comes in for this lesson.
been coming in lately, little by little, coming in for the appropriate time.
comes in today for a celebration, and to show you an example of a journey
into the New Energy.
The one who comes in today has been a visitor in some of our recent
discussions. It is the energy of Gautama, of Buddha, Siddhartha.
known by many names, such as the Enlightened One - the true essence of
the word Buddha, "The Enlightened One". Gautama is present,
at this time of the year, the time of your month of May, a time when dear
Buddha was thought to have received his enlightenment under the Bo tree.
Gautama comes in today to be with us as we talk about the New Energy of
Earth. The energy of Gautama is present among all of you. Feel this fluid,
fluid, golden energy moving in and out, shimmering with all colors, but
filled with golden qualities.
We invited Gautama to several of our recent gatherings. We indeed brought
him into your place of the Salt Lake when we spoke of changing truth,
evolving truth. There is no single, static truth. Truth evolves in each
of time and change of consciousness.
Look at the pictures of yourself that we posted on the wall. You knew truth
two years ago. The truth you know now is different. You have evolved,
you are wiser.
We brought Gautama in to this place by the Salt Lake (Tobias Workshop,
March 30, "What Is Truth") to let you know that truth evolves and changes.
Your life and your truth will change, even from what it is today. A week and
a day ago Gautama came into the place of the New York City (Tobias
Workshop, April 27, WESAK Festival), into the temple, into the sanctuary
that was made for him. His energy was present with all who were there.
It was important that his energy was there, for we spoke of a realization
Siddhartha came to. It was fulfillment that he could not have in that
He understood it. He knew of it in his mind, and he felt the vibration of it
his being. But, he could not be in that consciousness because the energy of
his day would not allow it. He came in a week and a day ago in this city that
has gone through so much to deliver a message about going into the Void of
Creation, the Void of Creation. And, he will speak through I, Tobias, and
Cauldre more about that today.
Before we proceed with Lesson Nine of the Ascension Series, dear friends,
we will take a short pause. We will ask you to breathe. We will adjust the
energies of this sacred temple.
Gautama is smiling, for he knows that you are ones who also
walk the path.
You are searchers, looking for truth, looking for the answers within. Like
Buddha, you do not settle for any truth along the path. You do not stop and
plant your feet, and say, "This is truth. I will go no more." You too
Buddhas... you are Enlightened Ones.
I will tell a short story. (Tobias chuckling) Cauldre (Geoffrey Hoppe) is
laughing. He thinks my story is funny. But, indeed I literally met Gautama
the Buddha in my lifetime as Tobias. As Tobias the merchant, I traveled to
lands far and wide to buy for the king. Some of my journeys were perhaps a
bit longer than what the king was pleased with.
I was drawn to this area where Gautama taught. I heard that he was in a
village not so far from where I was buying, so I went to listen to him. I was
relatively young man at the time. He was in his senior years. I sat and
listened to him.
I was a Jew, strong in my own beliefs, but yet always searching, always
investigating. While being very strict with my own beliefs, I always liked to
hear what others had to say. When I heard Gautama that day, and saw the
peace upon his face, and the divine presence all around, this changed much
of my thinking.
I listened to him for hours then had the pleasure of speaking with him briefly
afterwards. There were not many words from his mouth, yet there was much
energy that came pouring from his heart. I asked him , "Dear Enlightened
One, Prince Buddha, tell me of the truth you have found. What do you know
that I should know also."
Buddha burst out laughing. He said, "Why is it that you think that I have
found the truth?" I replied, "Dear Buddha, because they say you are the
Enlightened One. You are called the Wise One."
Again he laughed and said, "Truth is always evolving. You never find
You just realize certain energies having to deal with it. When you think you
have found truth, it is time to move on. It is time to look for the next
truth." "Why," he said, "do you think I continue to walk these many roads
from village to village, not teaching everything I know, not satisfied with
staying in one place?"
"But," he said, "I do teach each person that the divine is within,
Enlightenment is within. They will never find it in another person,
another place." And, a sadness came over Gautama. He said, "Do you know,
dear Tobias, that this is my message, and yet so few want to hear it? They
want to see miracles." He continued, saying, "I can perform a few miracles.
They are tricks, in a way, perhaps miracles. But, I choose not to, because I
do not want the energy focused on that. They want miracles, and they do not
want to hear that it is within. They want a savior. I cannot be that for
so I continue to search for my expanded truth. I can only hope that the
message of the divine within reaches some ears."
That lifetime when I met Gautama had a tremendous impact. Can you
imagine what a delight it is for me to have Gautama in our presence on this
day, to be with you energetically, and also to reveal something about who
Gautama was born into royalty, a prince. This should tell you something
right there... the fact that he was a prince, born in the kingdom to the king
and the queen, to royalty. And, one day he would inherit the throne. There is
no coincidence in this story!
His parents and family knew there was something different about him.
Does this sound familiar, dear friends? They
tried to keep him from the path of
enlightenment, from pursuing the difficult journey. They pampered him in
many ways. They shielded him in many ways, not allowing him to see the
difficulty and challenges of the human journey. But, there was something
nagging within him that wanted to explore the outside, to help him
understand who he was on the inside. Does this sound familiar, Shaumbra?
So it was that Gautama tried to satisfy those around him. He married at a
very young age, when he was but sixteen years old. He married because this
was expected of him. This was an energy that others placed on him. Within a
few years of time he and his wife brought a child into the world.
And, what did he do? What did he do? He left. He was disillusioned with
life. He renounced the world of royalty he was living in. Oh, could you
imagine the headlines if he was living today? "Father Abandons Family!" or
"Prince Leaves Family for Selfish Journey."
But, Gautama had to search for his own truth and his own divinity. He left
the royal family and took the vows of poverty. Does this sound familiar, dear
friends? He took the vows of chastity. He changed his disguise and changed
his identity, dear Shaumbra.
Gautama felt that his body and his humaness were not appropriate. They
were holding him back, keeping him from knowing who he truly was. So, he
abused his body by not feeding or nourishing it. He tried to deny himself,
rather than following the song of his heart. He did this in his search for
truth. Does this sound familiar, dear Shaumbra?
He left his relationships, with all who he had known. He endured many
physical and emotional hardships on the path. And, he went to study with a
teacher, a grand and a wise teacher. He studied, dear ones, the art of "no-
thing," thinking that if he emptied out his entire being, he would come to
know who he was. He studied hard and long with this master of releasing.
Gautama is here now to tell you that what he was doing was one more level
of denying. He was denying his mind the ability to operate, and to have
vibrations and energies pass in and out of it. He was taught in his studies
how to block the mind, how to stop the flow of energy. He also did this with
his body. He denied his body of the love.
Indeed, he learned much in doing this. He learned that pain is not so much
fun! He learned that there are many altered-state trips that you can take
your body and your mind are at those deep levels of denial. But, he learned
that the altered-state trips were not based in living or reality. They were
illusions. They did not bring the essence of love, the essence of Spirit, and
the essence of truth.
Gautama had "fun" playing with this deep level of denying... when his hair
fell out, because there were no nutrients feeding it... and when his toenails
literally fell out. He was not loving his body. He was denying it. And,
his bones became brittle, he learned more about this denial, this "no-thing."
One day the inner voice within Gautama realized that this was not the truth
he sought. It was but an aspect. So, he left, and he continued down the
He continued his deep levels of meditation. He continued his ceremonies. He
continued all those sacred practices. In a sense, these were helping to drive
him. These were creating low points. Oh, indeed, Gautama had depression,
and fear, and anxiety. But, what he was really doing was creating a low to
help him eventually get to a new level of enlightenment.
Along the road he heard of another teacher. The teachings of this new wise
one sounded true and deep. So, he went to be schooled by a second master.
The second master taught him the art of non-perception. He taught him the
art that all things are merely illusions.
Gautama loved this study, this game of the mind, of having no perception,
no illusions of anything, of releasing all things. In a sense, it was the
antithesis of the denial that he had previously studied. But he soon learned
that "no-perception" is simply another form of denial. When everything is
called an illusion and nothing is brought back, when there is denial of the
"now" you are experiencing... this is just another form of denial. Does that
sound familiar, Shaumbra?
Gautama left the second school with deep despair, not finding the answer
and the truth that he was truly searching for. At some point he realized that
this life of denial, blockages and not living in the "now" ... was not truth.
resumed eating, feeding his body with the energy it needed. He went back to
a life of some abundance. He realized that having no abundance was only
With this new wisdom he had a balance of understanding... of energies... of
abundance... of feeding the body... of allowing flow through the mind. He
came back into the "now" world, resuming relationships with the ones who
were families and who had been friends.
Do you understand what Gautama is telling you on this day, dear friends?
After he endured pain and suffering through denial, he received his major
enlightenment in that lifetime. While he was sitting under the tree, Gautama
realized that indeed he was Spirit, expressing as a human... but indeed he
When he understood this at the deepest levels within him, others saw it upon
his face and in his countenance. They began to follow him. They wanted
what he had. He told the followers over and over, "It is within you. Indeed,
can offer you the wisdom of my experience, but the journey is your own."
He did not so much like this following, but they did, they did.
Now, many books have been written about the Enlightened One. Many
temples have been built in his honor. People around the world talk about his
journeys and what he learned. He is here today to tell you one thing: this
called enlightenment, this so-called divine understanding... he could not
fully grasp it in his lifetime. But, it is available to you, Shaumbra in your
lifetime. We will explain what we mean by this.
Let us talk for a moment about energies, about how they work, and about
duality. Let us talk for a moment of the highs and the lows. Then, let us
of the New Energy of Earth that you are walking into. In the remaining
lessons of this series will speak to you about the New Energy, and what is
truly happening around you.
Duality was a method for you to look at yourself, to
look at the opposite in
the mirror. You came from One, from the Kingdom, where there was only
One. When you left Home, when you left the First Circle, dear friends, the
first energies of duality came in. This is when you were first able to start
looking at yourself in the mirror. Duality - two opposites. Dual reality.
This is when you first began to have an identity that was your own. Until
then, you were simply one who lived in the Kingdom, in oneness. Now you
were beginning to develop your own identity. This identity of yours as the
Prince, as Jack, was like a boulder in the water. We spoke about the boulders
recently. It was like a boulder. It caused the water to break its flow.
The energies in the Kingdom were a singular flow. Now, your new identity
was like a boulder in the stream of divine energy. When you put a boulder in
the water it creates turbulence. It breaks up the flow. Some water rushes
over. Some water rushes around the side, and vortexes are created at the
other end of the rock. In a sense, that is what duality is. Your sense of
identity outside of the kingdom sits like a boulder in the stream of energies.
All of this is appropriate, all appropriate. It is helping
you, dear Prince and
Princess, to develop new understandings of who you truly are.
The energies of duality, in a sense, are like waves that occur after the
boulder. In the waves, there are highs and lows, ups and downs.
like a wave of energy. You have seen how this is drawn - a wave of energy
going up and down, up and down.
When you crossed through the Wall of Fire, there was - we know there are
some who will want to argue this - but there was a finite amount of energy
that went with you. When you left Home, there was a finite amount of
energy that left. Now, this finite amount is vast! As a human, you do not
have to worry about running out of energy. But, everything outside of the
First Circle contains a finite amount of energy.
Over the course of time, even before you came to Earth, the energies of
duality played off of each other. The light played off the dark. The left
played off the right. Male played off female. And, in a sense, they did a
dance together. At times the energies collided with each other as a way of
shifting energies, but never creating new energy. These energies of duality
would change their balance of light:dark, but never change the amount of
energy within them. Duality is simply two energies opposing each
times they come together, at times they trade roles, and at times these
energies put on a new face, a new mask. But the sum, or amount, of energy
Now, in your lifetimes there are highs and lows. These are the waves of
duality that come through. You experience them at many different levels.
You experience highs and lows, emotionally, and physically, and even
spiritually. As humans, you try to get out of the lows and only experience
The lows are appropriate. Look back on your life. Was it not
the lows, in the
most challenging times of your life, that you had the greatest insights, the
greatest understandings? A nd, you also had the greatest desire to get the
heck out of that low! (audience laughter) You would do anything to get out
of the low! You were not complacent in the low.
Neither was Gautama when he went through his period of denial. He was in
the lowest state of lows, physically and mentally. But, yet this provided the
energy and motivation for him to keep moving along.
In duality, the lows provide - how to say - a roller coaster effect to take
to a high. The highs periods are when you solidify the enlightenments and
the wisdom that you gained in the lows. It is here that you bring the new
wisdom into a more tangible, crystalline form.
But, do you know what happens, dear Shaumbra, when you get to the high
peak? You want another roller coaster experience! So, you allow yourself to
dive back into the low. Do you see yourself in this? The lows help you to
gain the potential for wisdom, to gain the motivation to continue moving
forward. Then, you bring these into your high states, and in a sense, anchor
them there before you go into your next roller coaster ride. That is
duality has worked - highs and lows.
It is very detrimental to try to avoid the lows. That is why
we have spoken
against these psychotropic drugs that put a blanket on living in the now. Ah,
the lows! They have been so precious. They have been such a part of your
journey, and such a part of Gautama's journey. This is the way duality has
worked. We know so many of you fear these lows. You loathe the lows. You
do not want to be in these. You think there is something wrong with them,
but they are a natural part of duality. The waves of high and low have
brought you to this point on your path.
Now, the waves have never created New Energy. They have simply brought
new understandings to the energy that was already there. Now, comes
time that Metatron spoke of when you enter into the New Energy. You
entering into it now. It is no longer like a wave of high and low.
It is difficult to describe the New Energy. Indeed, even the words we speak
today will evolve in later discussions. The old energy was like a linear wave
of highs and lows, going in one direction. The New Energy is like
another wave that runs sideways. It interweaves with the old wave of duality
- one wave still going up and down, but a new wave that goes sideways, that
goes left and right. These waves intersect each other.
Now, we will have many more discussions about this. But, it is to say that
duality is not destroyed or denied. It is expanded. You go
from "2" to "4."
You will see that there are four wave patterns in the New Energy, ups and
downs, but also side to side. They intermingle with each other and intersect
with each other. This changes the perception of the lows, because there is a
new balancing wave that flows on its side. This is the New Energy. It still
contains the essence of duality, but it has a whole new dimension to it.
We spoke a week and a day ago of the Void of Ascension. We have planted
this energy in New York City, where there is a large void from the
Trade Centers. These buildings represented duality.
Oh, and we spoke less
than a year ago to you. We said the walls would come tumbling down. We
meant this literally and figuratively. And, indeed the walls of duality,
represented by the two buildings, came down.
No, we did not know less than a year ago that this would be the specific
place. But, we knew the energies were ready for it. It could have been other
buildings. It could have been institutions. It could have been governments.
In a sense, you as humans chose this symbol of duality, next
to your Statue
of Liberty, the symbol of freedom. Do you not think the energies of freedom
helped to release the energies of duality?
Now, when these buildings came tumbling down, and the debris was
cleared, as it is now, there remains a void. There is nothing but a hole. And,
it is not the time to rebuild. Leave the void in place. Oh, indeed it may be
appropriate to put a monument there, a park. Yet it is best to leave it blank
for a while, for a period of time.
How does this relate to you in your life? How does this relate to the New
Energy, and how does it relate to Gautama, our guest on this day? It is
simple. As you are transitioning into the New Energy, and you have
experiences come up in your life, and you have questions come into
life, and challenges, go into the Void for a brief period of time.
have a very pressing question on your mind, do not ask us. Do not even try
to fill in the blank yourself.
Oh, there is such a tendency with humans. When you are ready to release
something, you want the answer to the new before you release. It does not
work that way in the New Energy. Go into a void. We say
you just allow it to be for a period of time.
Take a situation in your life. Perhaps it is about a job.
Perhaps, your job has
been pulled out from underneath you. There is a tendency to want to replace
it immediately. There is a strong human tendency to want to replace it. You
see your bills stacking up, and you see your checkbook going down. You
scream out and say, "I need my job to be replaced."
Instead, go into the void, the Void of Ascension. There are
issues in your life
- we saw so many of them at your recent workshop on abundance (Higher
Learning Series). We asked Cauldre talk about being in a place of
of quiet, of not asking Spirit for the answer. And not trying to
an answer for yourself. Instead, go into the void for a short period of time.
This is putting the problem or the question at hand aside for a period of
Why? Because if you try to replace it, if you try to solve it in the moment,
you are trying to solve it in the mind of duality. You are trying to solve it
the Old Energy. Put it aside, whatever this challenge or question is.
What happens is that your own divinity, that exists in the New
bring resolution. This is the solution that Metatron spoke of, the one that
already there. But it exists in the New Energy, not in the Old. It allows
divinity to bring this up, in you and through you. Then you will have the
"Ah hah!" moment, the knowingness, the "Ah" that we spoke of, the
enlightenment that we spoke of.
But, there is the short time of this Void of Ascension, when you have
of the Old, when you have released the Old and not replaced it yet.
It is not
an abyss. It is not darkness. It is not the low of duality. It is just
aside for a divine moment, into the void.
What happens here, dear friends, is a miracle. It is a miracle. As you put it
the side, you let the Fruit of the Rose bring forth the divine solution. As
allow this to happen, something takes place that is precious, that is
fulfillment. It is something even Gautama could not realize in his lifetime.
When you let your divinity find the solution, new energy is created.
We said earlier that when you left Home, the Kingdom, a finite amount of
energy came with you. No new energy has ever been created outside of the
First Circle. You have just changed and transformed the existing energy
base. And do you remember when we have spoken to you about all things in
the Second Circle coming to an impasse? The energies of the universe came
to a standstill at one point. Duality could no longer re-express itself.
In the Crimson Circle school - Cauldre corrects us - Intensive (Crimson
Circle Intensive I: Outside the Circle) we speak of this. It was the "star
wars" period where energy could move forth no more. It came to an
impasse. It stopped. That is when the Order of the Arc was created to find a
solution to the impasse. Earth was created to find solution to the energetic
impasse that occurred.
When you gaze into the stars at night, you are looking at your past.
your scientists use the new, sophisticated telescopes to probe the universe,
they are also looking at your past. They are looking at what you left behind,
at what you created. That is what it is.
As we have said before, technology follows consciousness.
consciousness is rising. You are at that point of quantum leap in your
personal consciousness. So, is it no wonder that these recent, amazing
pictures from space (using the Hubble telescope) would come back to you
And, do you know what your scientists will see quite soon that will go
face of everything that they have ever speculated? And, it will
indeed go in
the face of what so many of your world religions teach. They will find that
the universe is finite! They will find that at some point in the history of
universe, all energies stopped.
They will not understand how to interpret this. They will not understand why
there can be so much energy in the universe, and yet, why everything
stopped at a point. What they don't realize is that they are seeing
from the past. But, that is a whole other discussion.
When you go into the Void of Ascension, you are not bringing in the old
energy or duality. You are not seeking solutions from the mind of duality.
You go into this quiet space. You do not fret over your problems. You
the Fruit of the Rose to bring forth the resolution. This is indeed when new
energy is created. It has never before been done.
Now, this new energy is not in a form that you might recognize right away.
It is not in a form that is going to shoot through your hands and feet. It is
in a form that you can consume. But, it is new energy. And, there will be
implications all around you. We will speak of that in our next two lessons in
Lesson Nine of the Ascension Series - YOU ARE CREATING NEW
ENERGY. You are creating it by releasing duality without trying to
it with a consciousness of the Old Energy. When you find solution that
comes from within, this creates New Energy. It has never been done before.
The implications of this are tremendous... the implications
to Earth, and to you as individuals.
Your homework for the next 30 days is to go into the
Void of Ascension,
into this place where you are no longer in the Old Energy. You are not trying
to find the solution in your mind of duality. Go into this place. It will be
terrifying at first, but you will get through. The solution will come from
within. And, you will know the voice as your own. It will be surrounded by
wisdom and enlightenment.
Gautama is delighted to be here on this day. It marks the
month of his own
supposed enlightenment. But, he shakes his head and says, "I had
enlightenment for that time and that consciousness of Earth." "But, because
of the entire consciousness of Earth," he says, "I could not go into this
place of divinity. I could not create New Energy." "Indeed, I came to
understand many things about my journey," he says, "but the true
enlightenment I could not realize, because the consciousness of Earth was
not ready for it at the time."
Gautama could not go into the ascension energy that you can.
many wonderful things that he realized. But, he could not go into the Void
of Ascension, for it did not exist.
Now, we bring Gautama in today, in particular, because we also want to
point out something that's important here. Meditation has been a very
important part of your journey up to now. And, we have asked you recently
to release this. Meditation served you well. Indeed, it served the Buddha
quite well. But, in meditation there has been a form of denial where you
tried to block the mind and the body.
In the New Energy, even in the Void of the New Energy, there is no
blockage. All energies come through your being. The river flows once again.
Identity is melded into the river now. It does not need to be a boulder in
water. It flows through you. It is like the breath coming through you. It
in, and it flows out.
We have asked you to release the meditation. Do not assume
practice to replace it. Do not try to replace it with anything else at this
The void is not a meditation. It is not an attempt to clear the mind. It
allowing your divinity to bring solution and expression in and through you.
If you are always struggling and pushing and trying to do ceremony, and
trying to do prayer and meditation, your divinity does not have a chance to
come through because you are trying to fill it with something. When the
void is there, the divinity can come through. Do not try to replace
energy with something new.
Do not try to replace the destroyed buildings in New York with new
buildings. There is an attempt to do this at this time, for they want to
up something. They want to quickly fill in.
The void is uncomfortable. There is nothing there. Humans in duality always
wanted something there, always wanted to fill, always wanted to replace.
in the Void of Ascension for a bit.
Then, your divinity, your God-self can come roaring through you.
does, you will have insights and understandings that you could not possibly
have had in the mind of duality. You will have realizations, and you
have things happen to you that are not in the least what you are expecting,
because you are expecting from a mind of duality.
It will be very different. We cannot explain it much further than that. It is
experience you will have on your own. That is why we asked you to release
your guides. That is why we asked you to release the crystals, and
all of the
other accoutrements that fill your energy. Release them. Be in the
Ascension. This is when your divine self can come through. And, again, it
will be NOTHING like what you expect it to be.
Lesson Nine of the Ascension Series: you ARE creating New Energy. You
thought this New Energy was just a replacement word for New Age! It is
not. The New Energy is a new physics, and it is beginning to happen now.
When we speak of New Energy, YOU ARE CREATING IT.
Cauldre now scolds us and tells us the day is getting long. Indeed,
is. We wanted to take the time to bring in the understanding of what it is
to be in the Void of Ascension, to know that divineness comes through, to
know that a new energy is coming in. It is taking place now. It is
phenomenal. It is taking place after eons of time. It is happening now. And
you wonder sometimes why your journey has been difficult?
Gautama says his journey was difficult for him at the time, but nothing like
yours. The waves of duality, these highs and lows, were more spread out.
And, they weren't as high or as low in his lifetime as Buddha. Yours are very
compressed now. The waves are coming very fast. There are high highs and
low lows. They are flipping, changing directions, faster than ever. This has
indeed posed a challenge for you. Indeed!
We also point out that Gautama told stories of journeys. We all told stories
of journeys back in our days. That is how we explained things. That is how
we expressed enlightenments. And, indeed, even Siddhartha had four
realizations... and four enlightenments... and met four humans on the road.
It is not just I, Tobias, that does that! (some audience laughter).
There is a significance to the number of "four." It is the New Energy.
there is a significance to any story of Shaumbra on the road. When
Shaumbra is on the journey for truth, you are accompanied by the ones who
call YOU master. They go by the name of Yeshua, and Metatron, and
Gautama and all of the others. For you are never alone. We love you dearly.
And so it is!
Presented at the Crimson Circle
May 5, 2002
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre,"
Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be
found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias
Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around
the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past
the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first
to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges
the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through
caring and guiding. Over 40,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site
each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias
presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he
and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channelling the
humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our
own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while
it on the inside. Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public, although
RSVPs are appreciated. There is nothing to join and no dues to pay. The
Crimson Circle receives its abundance through the open love and gifting of
Shaumbra throughout the world.
The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and
teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not
evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your
your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment,
when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of
the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are
Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to
blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never
alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around
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