A LIFE AFTER DEATH JOURNEY
by Patricia Diane Cota-Robles
http://eraofpeace.org
Jim McAndrew, a dear friend of mine, made his transition into the Inner
Realms of Light on February 20, 2009. The day after his passing, I received
a beautiful E-mail describing another person’s near-death experience. This
information is profound, very inspiring, and comforting. I would like to
share this with you now.
As you read these words, go within to the Divinity of your heart. Ask your I
AM Presence to help you follow this near-death experience as though you were
on this sacred journey yourself. This is truly a mind-expanding and a
consciousness-raising opportunity for all of us.
By expanding this sacred knowledge through your Heart Flame, you will anchor
this profound Truth into the Earth’s Crystal Grid System, and you will
expand it through the mental and emotional strata of the planet. This wisdom
will then be tangibly available to the masses of Humanity, and it will lift
all Life up in energy, vibration, and consciousness.
In the midst of the chaos and confusion that is surfacing to be healed at
this time, this information will be a powerful, healing gift to ALL Life on
this planet.
A JOURNEY THROUGH THE LIGHT AND BACK
Near-Death Experience Story of Mellen-Thomas Benedict
Mellen-Thomas Benedict speaks:
In 1982 I died from terminal cancer. The condition I had was inoperable, and
any kind of chemotherapy they could give me would just have made me more of
a vegetable. I was given six to eight months to live.
I had been an information freak in the 1970s, and I had become increasingly
despondent over the nuclear crisis, the ecology crisis, and so forth. So,
since I did not have a spiritual basis, I began to believe that nature had
made a mistake and that we were probably a cancerous organism on the planet.
I saw no way that we could get out from all the problems we had created for
ourselves and the planet. I perceived all humans as cancer—and that is what
I got.
That is what killed me. Be careful what your world view is. It can feed back
on you, especially if it is a negative world view. I had a seriously
negative one. That is what led me into my death. I tried all sorts of
alternative healing methods, but nothing helped.
So I determined that this was really just between me and God. I had never
really faced God before or even dealt with God. I was not into any kind of
spirituality at the time, but I began a journey into learning about
spirituality and alternative healing. I set out to do all the reading I
could and bone up on the subject, because I did not want to be surprised on
the other side. So I started reading on various religions and philosophies.
They were all very interesting and gave hope that there was something on the
other side. I ended up in hospice care.
I remember waking up one morning at home about 4:30 AM, and I just knew that
this was it.
This was the day I was going to die. So I called a few friends and said
goodbye. I woke up my hospice caretaker and told her. I had a private
agreement with her that she would leave my dead body alone for six hours,
since I had read that all kinds of interesting things happen when you die. I
went back to sleep.
The next thing I remember is the beginning of a typical near-death
experience. Suddenly I was fully aware—and I was standing up but my body was
in the bed. There was this darkness around me. Being out of my body was even
more vivid than ordinary experience. It was so vivid that I could see every
room in the house. I could see the top of the house, I could see around the
house, I could see under the house.
There was this Light shining. I turned toward the Light. The Light was very
similar to what many other people have described in their near-death
experiences. It was so magnificent. It is tangible; you can feel it. It is
alluring; you want to go to it like you would want to go to your ideal
mother’s or father’s arms.
As I began to move toward the Light, I knew intuitively that if I went to
the Light, I would be dead. So as I was moving toward the Light I said,
“Please wait a minute; just hold on a second here. I want to think about
this. I would like to talk to you before I go.” To my surprise, the entire
experience halted at that point. You are in control of your life-after-death
experience. You are not on a roller coaster ride.
So my request was honored, and I had some conversations with the Light. The
Light kept changing into different figures, like Jesus, Buddha, Krishna,
mandalas, archetypal images and signs. I asked the Light, “What is going on
here? Please, Light, clarify yourself for me. I really want to know the
reality of the situation.” I cannot really say the exact words, because it
was sort of telepathy.
The Light responded. The information transferred to me was that during your
life-after- death experience your beliefs shape the kind of feedback you are
getting before the Light. If you were a Buddhist or Catholic or
Fundamentalist, you get a feedback loop of your own stuff. You have a chance
to look at it and examine it, but most people do not. As the Light revealed
itself to me, I became aware that what I was really seeing was our Higher
Self matrix.
We all have a Higher Self, or an oversoul part of our being. It revealed
itself to me in its truest energy form. The only way I can really describe
it is that the Being of the Higher Self is more like a conduit. It did not
look like that, but it is a direct connection to the Source that each and
every one of us have. We are directly connected to the Source. So the Light
was showing me the Higher Self matrix. I was not committed to one particular
religion. So that is what was being fed back to me during my
life-after-death experience.
As I asked the Light to keep clearing for me, to keep explaining, I
understood what the Higher Self matrix is. We have a grid around the planet
where all the Higher Selves are connected.
This is like a great company, a next subtle level of energy around us, the
spirit level, you might say. Then, after a couple of minutes, I asked for
more clarification. I really wanted to know what the Universe is about, and
I was ready to go at that time. I said, “I am ready, take me.”
Then the Light turned into the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen: a
mandala of human souls on this planet. Now I came to this with my negative
view of what was happening on the planet. So as I asked the Light to keep
clarifying for me, I saw in this magnificent mandala how beautiful we all
are in our essence, our core. We are the most beautiful creations.
The human soul, the human matrix that we all make together, is absolutely
fantastic, elegant, exotic, everything. I just cannot say enough about how
it changed my opinion of human Beings in that instant. I said, “Oh, God, I
did not know how beautiful we are.” At any level, high or low, in whatever
shape you are in, you are the most beautiful creation.
The revelations coming from the Light seemed to go on and on. Then I asked
the Light, “Does this mean that Mankind will be saved?” Then, like a trumpet
blast with a shower of spiraling lights, the Great Light spoke, saying,
“Remember this and never forget; you save, redeem and heal yourself. You
always have. You always will. You were created with the power to do so from
before the beginning of the world.”
In that instant I realized even more. I realized that WE HAVE ALREADY BEEN
SAVED, and we saved ourselves because we were designed to self- correct like
the rest of God’s Universe. This is what the second coming is about. I
thanked the Light of God with all my heart. The best thing I could come up
with was these simple words of total appreciation: “Oh dear God, dear
Universe, dear Great Self, I Love My Life.”
The Light seemed to breathe me in even more deeply. It was as if the Light
was completely absorbing me. The Love Light is, to this day, indescribable.
I entered into another realm, more profound than the last and became aware
of something more, much more. It was an enormous stream of Light, vast and
full, deep in the Heart of Life. I asked what this was.
The Light responded, “This is the RIVER OF LIFE. Drink of this manna water
to your heart’s content.” So I did. I took one big drink and then another.
To drink of Life Itself! I was in ecstasy.
Then the Light said, “You have a desire.” The Light knew all about me,
everything past, present and future. “Yes!” I whispered.
I asked to see the rest of the Universe, beyond our solar system, beyond all
human illusion. The Light then told me that I could go with the Stream. I
did, and was carried through the Light at the end of the tunnel. I felt and
heard a series of very soft sonic booms. What a rush!
Suddenly I seemed to be rocketing away from the planet on this stream of
Life. I saw the Earth fly away. The solar system, in all its splendor,
whizzed by and disappeared. At faster than light speed, I flew through the
center of the Galaxy, absorbing more knowledge as I went. I learned that
this Galaxy, and all of the Universe, is bursting with many different
varieties of LIFE. I saw many worlds. The good news is that we are not alone
in this Universe!
As I rode this stream of consciousness through the center of the Galaxy, the
stream was expanding in awesome fractal waves of energy. The super clusters
of Galaxies with all their ancient wisdom flew by. At first I thought I was
going somewhere, actually traveling. But then I realized that as the stream
was expanding, my own consciousness was also expanding to take in everything
in the Universe! All creation passed by me. It was an unimaginable wonder! I
truly was a Wonder Child; a babe in Wonderland!
At this point, I found myself in a profound stillness, beyond all silence. I
could see or perceive FOREVER, beyond Infinity.
I was in the Void.
I was in pre-creation, before the Big Bang. I had crossed over the beginning
of time/the First Word/the First Vibration. I was in the Eye of Creation. I
felt as if I was touching the Face of God. It was not a religious feeling.
Simply, I was at one with Absolute Life and Consciousness.
When I say that I could see or perceive forever, I mean that I could
experience all of creation generating itself. It was without beginning and
without end. That is a mind expanding thought, isn’t it?
Scientists perceive the Big Bang as a single event which created the
Universe. I saw during my life-after- death experience that the Big Bang is
only one of an infinite number of Big Bangs creating Universes endlessly and
simultaneously. The only images that even come close in human terms would be
those created by super computers using fractal geometry equations.
The ancients knew of this. They said God had periodically created new
Universes by breathing out and recreated other Universes by breathing in.
These epochs were called Yugas. Modern science called this the Big Bang. I
was in absolute, pure consciousness. I could see or perceive all the Big
Bangs or Yugas creating and recreating themselves. Instantly I entered into
them all simultaneously. I saw that each and every little piece of creation
has the power to create. It is very difficult to try to explain this. I am
still speechless about this.
It took me years after I returned from my near-death experience to
assimilate any words at all for the Void experience. I can tell you this
now: the Void is less than nothing, yet more than everything that is! The
Void is absolute zero, chaos forming all possibilities. It is Absolute
Consciousness, much more than even Universal Intelligence.
The Void is the vacuum or nothingness between all physical manifestations.
It is the SPACE between atoms and their components. Modern science has begun
to study this space between everything. They call it Zero point. Whenever
they try to measure it, their instruments go off the scale, or to infinity,
so to speak. They have no way, as of yet, to measure infinity accurately.
There is more of the zero space in your own body and the Universe than
anything else!
What mystics call the Void is not a void. It is so full of energy, a
different kind of energy that has created everything that we are. Everything
since the Big Bang is vibration, from the first Word, which is the first
vibration. The biblical “I AM” really has a question mark after it. “I
AM—What am I?” So creation is God exploring God’s Self through every way
imaginable, in an on-going, infinite exploration through every one of us. I
began to see during my near-death experience that everything that is, is the
Self, literally your Self, my Self. Everything is the great Self. That is
why God knows even when a leaf falls. That is possible because wherever you
are is the center of the Universe. Wherever any atom is, that is the center
of the Universe. There is God in that, and God in the Void.
As I was exploring the Void during my life-after- death experience and all
the Yugas or creations, I was completely out of time and space as we know
it. In this expanded state, I discovered that creation is about Absolute
Pure Consciousness, or God, coming into the Experience of Life as we know
it. The Void itself is devoid of experience. It is pre life, before the
first vibration. Godhead is about more than Life and Death. Therefore there
is even more than Life and Death to experience in the Universe!
When I realized this, I was finished with the Void and wanted to return to
this creation, or Yuga. It just seemed like the natural thing to do. Then I
suddenly came back through the second Light, or the Big Bang, hearing
several more velvet booms. I rode the stream of consciousness back through
all of creation, and what a ride it was! The super clusters of Galaxies came
through me with even more insights. I passed through the center of our
Galaxy, which is a black hole. Black holes are the great processors or
recyclers of the Universe.
Do you know what is on the other side of a black hole? We are; our Galaxy,
which has been reprocessed from another Universe. In its total energy
configuration, the Galaxy looked like a fantastic city of lights.. All
energy this side of the Big Bang is Light. Every sub atom, atom, star,
planet, even consciousness itself is made of Light and has a frequency
and/or particle. Light is living stuff. Everything is made of Light, even
stones. So everything is alive. Everything is made from the Light of God;
everything is very intelligent.
As I rode the stream on and on, I could eventually see a huge Light coming.
I knew it was the First Light; the Higher Self Light Matrix of our Solar
System. Then the entire Solar System appeared in the Light, accompanied by
one of those velvet booms.
I could see all the energy that this Solar System generates, and it is an
incredible Light show! I could hear the Music of the Spheres. Our Solar
System, as do all celestial bodies, generates a unique matrix of light,
sound and vibratory energies. Advanced civilizations from other star systems
can spot Life as we know it in the Universe by the vibratory or energy
matrix imprint. It is child’s play. The Earth’s wonder child (Human Beings)
make an abundance of sound right now, like children playing in the backyard
of the Universe.
The Light explained to me that there is no death; we are immortal Beings. We
have already been alive forever! I realized that we are part of a natural
living system that recycles itself endlessly. I was never told that I had to
come back. I just knew that I would. It was only natural, from what I had
seen during my life-after-death experience.
I don't know how long I was with the Light, in human time. But there came a
moment when I realized that all my questions had been answered and my return
was near. When I say that all my questions were answered on the other side,
I mean to say just that. All my questions have been answered. Every human
has a different life and set of questions to explore. Some of our questions
are universal, but each of us is exploring this thing we call Life in our
own unique way. So is every other form of life, from mountains to every leaf
on every tree.
That is very important to the rest of us in this Universe. Because it all
contributes to the Big Picture, the fullness of Life. We are literally God
exploring God’s Self in an infinite Dance of Life. Your uniqueness enhances
all of Life.
As I began my return to the life cycle, it never crossed my mind, nor was I
told, that I would return to the same body. It just did not matter. I had
complete trust in the Light and the Life process. As the stream merged with
the great Light, I asked never to forget the revelations and the feelings of
what I had learned on the other side.
There was a “Yes.” It felt like a kiss to my soul.
Then I was taken back through the Light into the vibratory realm again. The
whole process reversed, with even more information being given to me. I came
back home, and I was given lessons from my near-death experience on the
mechanics of reincarnation. I was given answers to all those little
questions I had: “How does this work? How does that work?” I knew that I
would be reincarnated.
The Earth is a great processor of energy, and individual consciousness
evolves out of that into each one of us. I thought of myself as a human for
the first time, and I was happy to be that. From what I have seen, I would
be happy to be an atom in this Universe. An atom. So to be the human part of
God—this is the most fantastic blessing. It is a blessing beyond our wildest
estimation of what a blessing can be. For each and every one of us to be the
human part of this experience is awesome and magnificent. Each and every one
of us, no matter where we are, screwed up or not, is a blessing to the
planet, right where we are.
I went through the reincarnation process expecting to be a baby somewhere.
But I was given a lesson on how individual identity and consciousness
evolve. I was so surprised when I opened my eyes. I do not know why, because
I understood it, but it was still such a surprise to be back in this body,
back in my room with someone looking over me, crying her eyes out. It was my
hospice caretaker. She had given up an hour and a half after finding me
dead. My body was stiff and inflexible. She went into the other room. Then I
awakened and saw the light outside. I tried to get up to go to it, but I
fell out of the bed. She heard a loud “clunk,” ran in and found me on the
floor.
When I recovered, I was very surprised and yet very awed about what had
happened to me during my near-death experience. At first all the memory of
the trip that I have now was not there. I kept slipping out of this world
and kept asking, “Am I alive?” This world seemed more like a dream than that
one. Within three days I was feeling normal again, clearer, yet different
than I had ever felt in my life. My memory of my near-death experience came
back later. I could see nothing wrong with any human Being I had ever seen.
Before that I was really judgmental. I thought a lot of people were really
screwed up. In fact, I thought that everybody was screwed up but me. But I
got clear on all that.
About three months later a friend said I should get tested, so I went and
got the scans and so forth. I really felt good, so I was afraid of getting
bad news. I remember the doctor at the clinic looking at the before and
after scans, saying, “Well, there is nothing here now.” I said, “Really, it
must be a miracle”’ He said “No, these things happen; they are called
spontaneous remissions.” He acted very unimpressed. But here was a miracle,
and I was impressed, even if no one else was.
During my near-death experience I had a descent into what you might call
Hell, and it was very surprising. I did not see Satan or evil. My descent
into Hell was a descent into each person’s customized human misery,
ignorance, and darkness of not knowing. It seemed like a miserable eternity.
But each of the millions of souls around me had a little star of Light
always available. But no one seemed to pay attention to it. They were so
consumed with their own grief, trauma and misery. But, after what seemed an
eternity, I started calling out to that Light, like a child calling to a
parent for help.
Then the Light opened up and formed a tunnel that came right to me and
insulated me from all that fear and pain, That is what Hell really is. So
what we are doing is learning to hold hands, to come together. The doors of
Hell are open now. We are going to link up, hold hands and walk out of Hell
together. The Light came to me and turned into a huge golden Angel. I said,
“Are you the Angel of Death?” It expressed to me that it was my oversoul, my
Higher Self matrix, a super ancient part of ourselves. Then I was taken to
the Light.
Soon our science will quantify spirit. Isn't that going to be wonderful? We
are coming up with devices now that are sensitive to subtle energy or spirit
energy. Physicists use these atomic colliders to smash atoms to see what
they are made of. They have got it down to quarks and charm, and all that.
Well, one day they are going to come down to the little thing that holds it
all together, and they are going to have to call it...God. We are just
beginning to understand that we are creating too, as we go along. As I saw
forever, I came to a realm during my near-death experience in which there is
a point where we pass all knowledge and begin creating the next fractal, the
next level. We have that power to create as we explore. And that is God
expanding itself through us.
Since my return I have experienced the Light spontaneously, and I have
learned how to get to that space almost any time in my meditation. Each one
of you can do this. You do not have to die or have a near-death experience
to do this. It is within your equipment; you are wired for it already. The
body is the most magnificent Light Being there is. The body is a Universe of
incredible Light. Spirit is not pushing us to dissolve this body. That is
not what is happening. Stop trying to become God; God is becoming you. Here.
I asked God: “What is the best religion on the planet? Which one is right?”
And Godhead said, with great love: “I don't care.” That was incredible
grace. When Godhead said, “I don't care,” I immediately understood that it
is for us to care about. It is important, because we are the caring Beings.
It matters to us and that is where it is important. What you have is the
energy equation in spirituality. Ultimate Godhead does not care if you are
Protestant, Buddhist or whatever. It is all a blooming facet of the whole. I
wish that all religions would realize it and let each other be. It is not
the end of each religion, but we are talking about the same God. Live and
let live. Each has a different view. And it all adds up to the big picture;
it is all important.
I went over to the other side during my near-death experience with a lot of
fears about toxic waste, nuclear missiles, the population explosion, the
rainforest. I came back loving every single problem. I love nuclear waste. I
love the mushroom cloud; this is the holiest mandala that we have manifested
to date, as an archetype. It, more than any religion or philosophy on Earth,
brought us together all of a sudden, to a new level of consciousness.
Knowing that maybe we can blow up the planet fifty times, or 500 times, we
finally realize that maybe we are all here together, now.
For a period they had to keep setting off more bombs to get it in to us.
Then we started saying, “we do not need this any more.” Now we are actually
in a safer world than we have ever been in, and it is going to get safer. So
I came back from my near-death experience loving toxic waste because it
brought us together. These things are so big. As Peter Russell might say,
these problems are now “soul size.” Do we have soul size answers” YES!
The clearing of the rain forest will slow down, and in fifty years there
will be more trees on the planet than in a long time. If you are into
ecology, go for it; you are that part of the system that is becoming aware.
Go for it with all your might, but do not be depressed. It is part of a
larger thing.
Earth is in the process of domesticating itself. It is never again going to
be as wild a place as it once was. There will be great wild places, reserves
where nature thrives. Gardening and reserves will be the thing in the
future. Population increase is getting very close to the optimal range of
energy to cause a shift in consciousness. That shift in consciousness will
change politics, money, energy.
After dying, going through my near-death experience and coming back, I
really respect life and death. In our DNA experiments we may have opened the
door to a great secret. Soon we will be able to live as long as we want to
live in this body.
After living 150 years or so, there will be an intuitive soul sense that you
will want to change channels. Living forever in one body is not as creative
as reincarnation, as transferring energy in this fantastic vortex of energy
that we are in. We are actually going to see the wisdom of Life and death,
and enjoy it. As it is now, we have already been alive forever.
This body, that you are in, has been alive forever. It comes from an
unending Stream of Life, going back to the Big Bang and beyond.
This body gives life to the next life, in dense and subtle energy.
This body has been alive forever already.
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