THE TOBIAS MATERIALS
Dear Shaumbra, Tobias is on a bit of a holiday preparing for his next travels with a Shaumbra group; preparing to go to these lands of Romania where I will join him in several days; preparing the energies of Shaumbra who come to Romania, who live in Romania; preparing the energies for the channeling workshop, for our Wall of Fire School, and to really truly move some energy.
It is a very unique group that is gathering here. They are very intent on moving energy this time. This will be the third trip for Tobias and company. They are ready now to truly shift, truly work with their own energies and it is going to have an effect on the Earth energies – the consciousness energies in that area.
So Tobias has asked me to come in and discuss with you today, take this next Shoud, talk to you about some important points. But first I would like to start with a few Saint-Germain bumper stickers. (laughter) It is a wonderful little concept. Humans tend to boil everything down and be able to get them on a bumper sticker.
And my first bumper sticker today is that “The Universe conspires to fill your desires.” It is actually not mine, I stole that from Tobias, (laughter) but ...
Shaumbra it is to know that you are the Creator. You are the one in the lead. All other energies support you, it is not the other way around. All energies support you, from the highest level of the angelic beings to the energy of Earth herself, to all of the entities, to all of your past lives, to all of the aspects of ones who you have known. They choose to help you fill your desires. Sometimes the desires are hidden. Sometimes you’re so focused on your human needs that you forget about your Soul desires. But yet the process is happening anyway. The process is happening anyway.
Take a look at your life, everything that is going on in it. Everything that is in your life is supporting a desire at some level, supporting a desire to perhaps find what it is like to feel that you are unworthy of love or unworthy of abundance or health. At some level there is a desire within you to learn more about these things. The desire could be the shadow of old karma, making it so that you have desire not to step out, not to be integrated. And so the Universe comes in to fill that desire. It will show you what it is like to feel unworthy, unneeded, unloved. But all this time you are creating it, Shaumbra. It is your desire. It is not mine. I have no desires for you, I have no wishes for you. It is your desire.
So, go and take a look around. Watch how the energy conspires to fill your desires - and “conspires,” by the way, is not a bad term at all. “Conspires” means to bring forth, to manifest. It has negative connotation right now in your society, but “conspires” is a wonderful word.
So that is my first Saint-Germain bumper sticker for the day. The second, a bit more profound and philosophic, is that “The greatest gift you can give yourself is to understand that everything you have given to yourself is a gift.”
The greatest gift you can give to yourself is to understand that everything that has happened in your lifetimes has been a gift. You’ve given yourself this thing. You’re not a victim of the outside world. You’ve given yourself all these wonderful gifts, and when you can look at things this way it takes the negative spin off of them. If you can look at everything that’s happened in your life... even bad parents, a bad relationship, a physical ailment... these are all gifts. And when you look at them as such, it takes the old charge off of what you would consider to be a negative event.
I see that some of you are still haunted by things that have happened to you in the past. You can’t seem to shake the energy... or something traumatic that happened to you, or a series of traumatic events... and they keep coming back over and over even though you think you are releasing them. They’ve come in to haunt your everyday life. But when you look at them as a gift, when you look at them as a precious gift you gave yourself, it takes the spin off, it takes the haunt off and you can then proceed with your life.
I would like to bring in and introduce our guests for this Shoud. Ones who I’ve worked with before, ones who are very authentic beings. The dear ones I would like to invite in today are Guy and Edna Ballard, the ones who worked so closely with the St. Germain energy back in the 1930's, who published the “I AM” series of books. They come in to this gathering of Shaumbra right now, because in a sense this is just an extension of the work that has been going on for hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of years with Shaumbra. The work that was the works of Godfre Ray King, also known as Guy Ballard, are continuing in a more contemporary version right now, but instead of just one writer putting together all of these books, it is a group. It is called Shaumbra.
So Guy and Edna come in today as our guests to observe how the “I AM” work continues. They come in to observe the next evolution of the “I AM” work. Indeed, they did work with the purple flame, the Violet Flame. Indeed they did, because this was an appropriate tool some 80 years ago of time. It was an appropriate way of helping to get a focus. It was a symbol. It was something that the Ballards and the others could grasp onto. Now, you Shaumbra, don’t need those tools any more. You go to the next level – beyond the Violet Flame.
But the Violet Flame still exists, indeed. (Thunder is heard at this moment – Saint-Germain chuckles with much audience laughter.) There are many humans who still need to work with these tools, who still need to attach themselves to something like the Violet Flame, but Shaumbra you go far beyond that. You go far beyond in your work.
The Ballards brought in this tremendous “I AM” energy. They were ridiculed for it, they were greatly misunderstood by many people. They were a threat to the churches who saw a million-plus followers of the work. So they were ridiculed for what they did. But, they stayed to their core. They stayed to their truth. They stayed to the “I AM” work, and they come in today very proud to be with this group of Shaumbra, sharing a new time and a new energy. Both Guy and Edna wanting to come back to this Earth soon to take part in this whole evolution of new energy. So we ask you to welcome them in today, into this beautiful classroom of the new spiritual energy of Earth.
It is a sweet energy here today. A very sweet energy in this room, based on Shaumbra who are here, based on the Ballards and all of the other guests. So I’m going to just ask you to just take a moment and breathe in the sweetness. I know sometimes when I come in to take Tobias’ place there is a bit of trepidation, (laughter and more thunder) some concern for what may happen on this day. But today... today it is sweet. Today it is a very sweet energy.
I'd like to begin by talking a bit about what is happening on the other side. What is happening in the heavens – the news from the heavens – for you are busy here, very focused on Earth, doing your work. So what is happening on the other side?
It is very busy, very busy indeed. I’m speaking here of the angelic non-physical beings who are giving in service to helping humanity, to helping Earth at this time. Indeed there are many, many other entities coming and going on the non-physical side: the ones who have recently died; the ones who are stuck in the near realms; the ones who are preparing to come back in. But I’m speaking here about the angelic beings who are in service.
By the way, they choose to be in service. There are angelic beings who, between lifetimes, give of themselves because they still feel very compassionate about the energy of Earth and the humans that they have left behind. So they, in a sense, volunteer to do this work, to continue to support and to love you.
There are other beings who have never been in human form. But they also volunteer, oftentimes shortly before they take on their first human incarnation. So they volunteer on our side of the veil to work with the humans. Particularly the humans who make it known, to themselves and to us, that they’re ready. They’re ready to drop the guise of the old human energy, ready to drop the old cycle of lifetime after lifetime.
So we are very busy on the other side. First of all, preparing for this quantum leap – just over a year of time – a quantum leap of consciousness, and Shaumbra we see it coming and you see it coming also. You see everything happening so fast right now. It was talked about, at the beginning of this gathering today, how only two hundred years ago the explorers were coming across this land of the Americas, the new Atlantis, searching for new lands, mapping out new territories. Only two hundred years ago. In the scheme of human history, that was just a blink of time ...
A hundred years ago, as was mentioned at the beginning of this gathering, the San Francisco earthquake. Just a short period of time ago, barely thirty years of time ago, the introduction of personal computers. The taking of technology, of computers, from just a few... for instance, the governments, the military and a few large corporations... and putting it into the hands of individuals – just thirty year ago. Look how it’s revolutionized your whole world. Everything that you do now is connected, in some way or the other, by the internet. In terms of history, that was less than a blink of time ago.
So those who wonder about the quantum leap, “Is it really happening?” Dear Shaumbra, we tell you it is happening very quickly. It is almost upon us. So there are angelic beings on this side who are ready and prepared. They will be assisting those, such as you Shaumbra, who are ready to do a reintegration of New Energy into your physical body and into your consciousness and belief systems. This is a major process and it requires great care so that your physical body doesn’t burn out, that your mind doesn’t go crazy. There is a continual need for balancing of energies.
These angelic beings are working with you now, often while you sleep but even now more often while you are awake. Right now while you sit here, they are working with you, helping you to fulfill your desire for the reintegration of your entire body, mind and spirit. If it was to happen all at once, surely you would just disintegrate. Surely none of your biology and your mind could handle this great change-over, so it is happening over a period of time.
There are angelic beings on our side who are working with other humans on Earth right now (more thunder, some laughter) who are going through a type of spiritual awakening process but aren’t aware that that’s what it is. They are working very closely with these humans because these humans are – how to say – in a very delicate state of being, not sure of who they are anymore or why they are here. Nothing makes sense but they are trying to hold onto some of the old ways. So there are legions of angels who are working with them - even if they don’t believe in angels.
There are many angelic beings who are working to maintain a constant moving and balancing of energies of this planet Earth. As Tobias talked in your last discussion, Earth is holding many, many old, old energies and will continue to hold old energies for a course of at least another thirty years. So there are legions of Beings. You could almost see them lined up working with Earth, working with Earth on inter-dimensional levels, not just the physical Earth level but on inter-dimensional levels.
There are legions of Beings – angelic beings on our side – who are preparing for the next influx of humans to come to Earth. But these humans are different. These souls who will be incarnating have never been on Earth before so they require great training - you would say - great understanding. The ones who are training them are the ones who generally have been on Earth. They’ve experienced what it is like to be in a physical body in a physical place. They are trying to help these new incarnates to understand what it is like to be here, what it is like to potentially forget about who you are, what it is like to work in mass and biology.
There are those on our side of the veil who are working with the planet Earth and how it relates to the rest of the physical Cosmos. There are interconnections that we have with Earth, with all ends of the Omniverse, with not only the physical dimensions but the non-physical as well. And this also requires tremendous balancing.
Some of you who are listening in today have been in that service - that service of balancing Earth with the rest of the Cosmos. And yes indeed, with other civilizations -but none quite like the humans, with other dimensions and aspects of life in those dimensions. It requires a tremendous legion of angelic beings who are in service to continue performing this task.
And, Shaumbra, and these very beings are also in service to you. They can’t do it for you. If you request that they give you a million dollars, they can’t do it for you. That is not their job. Their job is to help you balance your energies, to help you evolve, to help you discover your truth.
So they are there all the time. Yes indeed they do love to talk to you. They don’t always have the answers. They are there to support you. They are there to help you get through some of the very difficult times that you tend to go through. It is appropriate to call on them as friends, as ones from your own angelic families, as beings who love you dearly. But again, they can’t do it for you. They are not your guides, those guides left a long time ago.
Also on our side of the veil, in the angelic realms, beyond the dimensions that are directly connected to Earth, beyond the crystalline dimensions, are the angelic levels of your spiritual family – what you call your angel family. They have been waiting and watching. They have been waiting for you, as a representative of the spiritual family... they’ve been waiting for humanity in general... to evolve, to grow, to learn on Earth.
Now that this quantum leap is coming to be, now that you are truly taking ownership in yourself, becoming a sovereign being, these spiritual families are starting to come out of their type of hold – an energy hold. They’ve been in an impasse, waiting... waiting to discover, through you, what it is like to go to this place called Earth, what it is like to walk back through so many of your experiences from when you were with them, what it is like to go to Earth and take a body and be alone. They have been waiting and now, because of the movements within you, their energies are starting to move again also.
If you could, feel for a moment back to your spiritual families. It’s not important to know the name, but just feel the energy of your own spiritual family. Their energy has been, in a sense, frozen or at an impasse, waiting in a holding pattern, but now it is moving once again. Now you can begin to feel an energy shift even at these highest levels.
So there is quite a bit of activity outside of your realm. Quite a bit of activity in the angelic realm, Shaumbra. That’s why you continue to feel movement... and it’s not just about you, it’s happening on all these different realms... continuing to feel the shift and the change of energy.
Tobias has talked before and said yes, even angels get tired - particularly those who work very close to the Earth realms - for the energy of Earth is strong; it is heavy. It is, in a sense, beyond just physical gravity. It is a type of energetic gravity that pulls beings – angelic beings – to Earth. And if they are not properly balanced and they don’t have their support team, it could literally cause them to fall into a cycle of incarnation even when they don’t necessarily choose it. The draw to Earth is so strong.
So yes indeed, the angelic beings, we do get tired. A different tired than you do physically, but it can be very draining on the energies. That is why we tend to come and go. For there are times when we have to go far away from the Earth energies to recuperate our own... to get our own sense of balance and well-being back. So you’re also feeling a continual shift and movement in angelic beings coming in, your runners, the ones who support you.
So, that is what is happening on our side of the veil. There’s an increase in activity, an increase in energy movement all to support you. All to support you in what you’re doing here on Earth right now.
In last month’s Shoud Tobias talked more about disconnecting. He talked about networks. He talked about that everything in your reality is a network, all interconnected with everything else. He mentioned that, for instance, your liver is a network. It's made up of not just the cells and molecules and atoms, but made up of energy highways. Every element, every attribute of that network, even though it is a liver, also can be become a heart network if it needs to. It’s in direct contact with your heart. It can literally change itself over to become a heart network or a brain network. And the brain can become a foot network.
Everything is interconnected and everything understands itself. Outside of the body, everything is energetically interconnected to everything else. You are connected to Earth. Earth is connected to other - and all - parts of the Cosmos. The Cosmos is connected to all the dimensions. It is all interconnected.
And here you are, being asked to disconnect. You are asked to go back in within yourself, to find the heart, the core and the essence. To let go of all of those things that have been feeding you and everything you’ve been feeding everything else. The process is a natural one. You don’t have to force it. You don’t have to even try to manipulate it. There’s no particular exercises that you have to do. It just happens, and that is where Shaumbra is right now. Slowly, gently, with the assistance of all of these angelic beings, letting go of those old connections.
So some of you in the past few months have been feeling a bit awkward at times. At other times quite a bit lighter, like you’re not carrying so many of the old burdens, the old baggage from before because you are slowly letting go. You say, “But how long will this process take?” It could take several years. It could take through the rest of your lifetime. For some it may even take into the next lifetime. But it is happening and it is happening naturally and gently. Nothing you need to force. If you want to do anything to facilitate the process of disconnecting, it is just to do the conscious breathing and drink plenty of pure water.
One of the things that you’re going to notice in this whole process of disconnecting is the lack of cycles that take place. Energy flows and works and then manifests in cycles. Nature has its own cycles, for instance. It has its summers and its autumns and winters and springs. And the cycles keep repeating themselves over and over and over again, because that is the way the nature network is programmed. And humans, therefore, have learned to accept that. It would be quite disconcerting to go from summer straight into winter, or to have two summers in a row, or to have no seasons at all.
The sun is a cycle. The moon, all the planets, everything moves in cycles. Consciousness, or humanity itself, moves in cycles. It has its ups and its down. There are times of war and times of peace, times of famine and times of plenty.
I want you to take particular note now of the way things work in cycles. Even in your own life. Even in the process of any particular day, watch how the cycles unfold. You have cycles for eating, your body is used to those cycles. You have cycles for sleeping. Everything, you see, are patterns and cycles. If you look at these energetically it would make a beautiful type of light painting – the patterns of your life.
The cycles in your family, in your relationship. Have you ever noticed that with your partner that there are cycles. There are times when you get along particularly well. Some other times when you don’t get along at all. But it keep cycling over and over again. These are times for learning experiences. These are time of energy change and energy transfer. These are times that are simply patterns that have been built and you’ve gotten used to and you’ve accepted these cycles. But these are all part of networks. These are all illusions and they are all false. You just happen to have been hypnotized into believing them.
One of the greatest ones that I want to address today is the cycle that so many of you have experienced and haven’t even questioned. You just fall into the old pattern. Some of you are, in particular, on the verge of it right now and it needs addressing. You’re on a high cycle, many of you. Things are starting to flow. They are starting to go good. Synchronicity is starting to take place in your life.
Now for some of you the cycle was precipitated by an event, perhaps, that wasn’t terribly pleasant – losing the place you have lived, losing a job or a mate. But then you started on a new cycle because you were free of some old energies that were actually boat anchors. And then things start going good in your life – whatever that means for you personally. Perhaps it means you’re just getting along with yourself better. You’re not tormenting yourself. You’re not judging yourself, you’re just letting yourself live. Perhaps it’s manifesting in your work. There’s just a new flow with the people you work with. Or if you have your own business, perhaps it is doing better than ever before.
But what happens in that cycle – in the old duality cycle that you’re used to? What happens? You get to a certain point and then it goes down. You’re so used to it that I see many of you are already anticipating it. You’re getting ready for the fall. You’re getting ready to lose it. You’re on the downward part of a cycle.
That is an illusion. That is an old belief system and it doesn’t need to happen.
One of the things I want to do here today with Shaumbra is to put an end to those cycles – the ups and the downs. They serve the rest of humanity in a way because that “up and down” does a certain job of clearing out old energy. In a sense it’s a purification process. It is also a process that develops a momentum – an energetic momentum. But it is no longer important for you Shaumbra.
Tobias, in a sense, alluded to it a number of Shouds ago when he talked about the destroyer energy, the Shiva energy, coming in. That’s what you do, right in the top, right when things are going good, you bring in the destroyer energy.
We’re going to ask all of you to be so very aware of all of the cycles you have in your life. Everything that you do. These are patterns. You can literally watch the energy flow. If there is a type of measurement device, you could see the highs and the lows. It is much like a wave form or a wavelength – highs and lows. Much like the waves of an ocean, the peaks and the swells. You’ve just gotten used to it as a way of life.
No more, Shaumbra. The New Energy, first of all, doesn’t allow it, will not allow cycles into the New Energy. New Energy is not cyclical, it is not a wave form. It doesn’t have ups and downs. The New Energy won’t allow it. But more than anything else, it doesn’t serve you anymore at all. Some of you are right on the verge of major breakthroughs in your life, in your consciousness, in your spirituality, and more practically, in your businesses, in your new teaching work that you’re going to do. You’re right on the top part of that cycle and part of you is already anticipating the fall. Just like a roller coaster, it goes up and then it goes down.
Shaumbra, let us make a choice today not to have that anymore. You don’t need it. You don’t need the ups and downs. Now, right away, I can feel many of you saying, “But then what happens? Do I go up and up and up?” No. You get off the track completely. You get out of this cycle completely.
If you have the illusion that you keep going up and up and up, in old duality, sooner or later, it has to come down because that’s the way duality works and that’s the old belief system. We go out of the cycle belief system – the cycle illusion – and that energy altogether. You don’t have an up and a down any more. You don’t have a good and a bad anymore. It just is. It just continues to expand. And, as Tobias says, it expands in and out, all at the same time. Expansion isn’t just one direction. It isn’t just one dimension, either. It goes every which way.
We’re going to take a moment to actually feel what that’s like. I want you to begin letting go of the old programming and getting used to some of the new.
So you’re on a high cycle. You were on a low, you were in hell. You were going through some very difficult times, but then you let that go and now you’re climbing up higher and higher. You’re feeling better. You’re clearer in the mind. You feel more connected with yourself and less connected with everything else. You’ve had some important breakthroughs in your life. Perhaps with business or relationships or just sheer consciousness. So you are at this wonderful point.
Now let’s just go off that track, get out of that cycle altogether. Let’s leave it. Let yourself float here. Let yourself go. Leave behind the old way of cycles and patterns. Leave behind the old way of up and down.
(speaking slowly, gently)
Just let yourself float off of that for a moment... going beyond the need for highs and lows... letting yourself flow into expansional energy, in your life... where you don’t have the good days/bad days... where it just is all part of becoming... all a part of expanding.
Now it’s like being on the top of a roller coaster. You’ve gone up and up and up. There is the anticipation and the excitement... and just when you think it’s going to start coming down, let’s just get off. Let’s get off that roller coaster altogether. There is no need to go down. It’s actually more exhilarating, more fun and more liberating just to get off the roller coaster at this point.
I see that so many of you have been making such incredible movements in your life, on the verge of great breakthroughs... and I don’t say this lightly... great breakthroughs in your life. But I see that sabotage system, or the old cycle system, ready to take hold and pull you right down. You don’t need it. Let’s get off of it permanently.
Next I would like to talk to you about a very important point. Perhaps not overly spiritual, definitely not dramatic, but a very important point as you go forward in your life. It’s about being authentic. It’s about being authentic. It’s a new word I would love to have Shaumbra feel and begin using. Authentic. What does that mean? What does that mean?
It means being absolutely true and honest with yourself, but in a different way. Authentic means having absolute trust in yourself. It means not doing things because of how other people perceive it or your concern about how they perceive it, but because it’s important to you. Authentic is about you.
Authentic is not related to ordinary mundane things. Some of you think here in terms of authentic as not telling lies, being good, doing the right thing, the - what we call on this side of veil - the ‘good girl’/‘good boy’ syndrome. You’ve been programmed to think in those terms. And where does that really come from? Where does that concept of being a good girl, being a good boy come from? It comes from other people who want to keep you in line, who want to keep you doing what they want you to do. It has nothing to do with being authentic, it has to do control. It was ingrained in you over and over and over again in your early years, and you continue to act that out. But that’s not being authentic, that’s just following old programming that came in from somewhere else.
Authentic is being true to yourself. Some of you set up this whole series of complex things in your life, what you think is right and wrong. You have lists that you make... even if you don’t write them down, you have them in your head... things that you have to do in order to become worthy of loving yourself. And I’ll tell you right now, that list that you have in your head, you can never achieve. It is unachievable so you might as well get rid of it right now.
It is not authentic to think that you have to be a certain weight. That is a lie and a deception and very misleading and is causing so many of you so much trauma. And you'll never be able to fulfill it, because you focus on “I will only be good if I weigh a certain amount.” That is a cycle, you see, and you can never weigh that amount, because even if you reach it for a short period of time you’re going to go right back into cycles, you’re going to balloon out again. It is a self-perpetuating cycle, Shaumbra, and weight is not the issue. It’s a deception. It’s a distraction, and you’re not being authentic with yourself if you think that you have to be a certain weight.
Some of you say that you have to have a certain amount of spiritual enlightenment to be authentic and that is the greatest bunch of bullshit, Shaumbra, that I’ve ever heard! (audience laughter) Cauldre is stopping me for a minute, but I am being authentic with you! (more laughter) One of the greatest traps for any human has to do in their own spiritual quest because they think, they’ve been led to believe, they’ve been told by others, that they have to read all this material, study all these disciplines, go to all these classes, do what the great masters did.
Shaumbra, you will never get there. You can never read enough books. You can never go to enough classes. You’re not being authentic with yourself. You are actually sabotaging yourself by saying “I have to keep studying in order to be spiritual. I was bad. I’ve been told I was bad. So I have to keep studying, disciplining.” You’ll never get there, ever. It's only when you become authentic and do things for yourself, FOR YOURSELF, that you become authentic.
Spirituality, in many, many cases, and religion, is very unauthentic. It is filled with all sorts of rituals and rhythms and obligations and rules and old words. And you can study these forever. There are scholars who I personally know who have spent five, six, seven lifetimes in a row studying and studying and studying. And we sit down for discussions, when they come back to my side, and I laugh in their face! (audience laughter) And they get very frustrated with me and they start pontificating something, they get very philosophical and esoteric – and I laugh. I say “You’re not being authentic.” And it confuses them and they run back and start another lifetime. ( much laughter)
They’re doing it, they’re chasing their own spiritual tail, Shaumbra. They’re doing it because they think they have to. They’re doing it because they think... they’ve been led to believe they have to do all this studying. They’re not being authentic. And I’m not saying all of them, indeed, I’m using some extreme examples because part of me being authentic is being extreme. (laughter)
What IS “authentic,” Shaumbra? It is just being yourself. Now I know these words are hard for a few of you to hear. Do it for yourself, because you’ve always been told NOT to do it for yourself. Do it because it is right for you. That is authentic.
Let’s talk about some examples of authentic human beings. I would call my dear friend Tobias authentic. He went through hell to get there. He went through many difficult lifetimes. And in his last lifetime on Earth, he said “No more. No more – no more rules. No more doing it for others because I feel obligated to do it for others. No more studying scriptures because I’ve been told this is the way to get to heaven.”
Everything that he believed in, everything that he worked so very hard for caused him to end up in prison, and then where was his God to save. His God wasn’t authentic, it was out of a book. It was a fiction written by somebody else. And he sat in that prison, being mocked by the bird - who was actually Archangel Michael - and the bird said, “When, Tobias, when are you going to be yourself? When are you going to be authentic? When are you going to stop feeding off of others and stop letting them feed off of you? When are you going to be the greatest Being in the world? When are you going to be who you really are?”
And again, after great frustration, Tobias finally understood what he meant and he literally freed himself - not only of the prison walls but of everything that was keeping him from being authentic. He boiled it down to his own simple truth. His own simple truth.
And you’re being challenged, or asked right now, to do the same: Your own simple truth. Not a bunch of esoteric jargon. Not a bunch of mumble jumble. Not anything to try to impress other people. Not to see how many degrees you can put up on the wall. Not to see what other people can say about you to pump you up. That is not authentic. That is feeding in the wrong place.
Kuthumi. Very authentic. Very authentic - had no need to impress anyone, was very independent on his own, loved people, loved nature. But more than anything else, the one thing I can say about Kuthumi, he is the epitome of learning to love himself. He is not narcissistic. He doesn’t spend – how to say - days and days in front of the mirror. He learned to love himself. He learned that everything that he had ever done in any of his lifetimes was the greatest gift he could give himself. He’s an example of authentic.
When he comes around... he’ll be back soon... when he comes around and when some of you even have encounters with him, you’re going to realize perhaps he is the greatest example of being authentic. He is who he is. When you’re around his energy you don’t feel anything being taken from you. You don’t feel any manipulation or con. He is who he is. He is authentic.
Ohamah, the sovereign one, authentic. He comes across blustery. He comes across as an old, smelly, crusty warrior (laughter) but he is very authentic. He learned the same lesson: “None of it matters. None of the outside matters. None of the rules, none of the expectations that have been placed on you. None of it matters.” He’s authentic. He didn’t need the love of another human... as a matter of fact he rejected it... he didn’t need the love of another human to find his own authentic Being.
A dear friend of all of ours who was here recently as a guest, Edgar Cayce. Very authentic, very authentic. Oh yes, he spent many years of his life in conflict over the era that he lived in, some of his religious background and what he was doing. But he always stayed true to himself and authentic. He always went into the essence of what was important to him – him! Not everybody else, but him.
Now this sounds very selfish, doesn’t it? But Shaumbra you’ve been led to believe that you always have to do everything for everyone else and then, in the end, you are useless to everyone because you are burned out, you are so confused about who you are. You’re the antithesis of authentic. So you really, in the long run, don’t do anyone else any good when you are always doing things for them.
Edgar Cayce discovered that if he did it for himself, HIS greatest truth – not anybody else’s – his authentic being, then the channels came through. The information flowed through and he could do these beautiful readings. He could help so many others when he was being authentic with himself.
Madame Blavatsky, a dear friend of mine, a wonderful philosopher, teacher. She was authentic. She was who she was. She loved society, she loved friends, but yet she was not trying to impress any of them. She understood herself well enough. She understood how to be authentic.
You know, the authentic part of you, Shaumbra, is the charming part. It is the charismatic part. You don’t have to create that charisma, you don’t have to design and develop it. It’s the natural part that people are attracted to. When you are authentic with yourself, they are attracted to it. That is the way Madame Blavatsky was. Wonderfully authentic.
Yeshua... dear Jesus! (little laughter) Very authentic. Now, it is interesting, you say, “How can a non-souled being be authentic?” Well, it was all of the collective energy behind Yeshua, including you. Shaumbra you and Yeshua are so wonderfully a part of each other – a collective energy behind this dear one – and that’s why so many of you have felt such love and compassion for this Being. It was the authentic part of yourself that you put in Yeshua, and therefore he was authentic. He wasn’t trying to impress his peers. He wasn’t trying to impress the apostles. He certainly wasn’t trying to impress the church leaders. He was authentic.
And, I, Saint-Germain. I am authentic. I am authentic enough that I can even talk about myself like that, you see. I learned, while I was trapped in the crystal, what it was like to go back to who I was. It matters not what anyone else thinks about me, but that is why - and exactly why - they love me! (Saint-Germain chuckling) When you are authentic with yourself, when you learn to truly fall in love with yourself, everyone else will be attracted to that. They will see that purity that you have. They will see your essence.
Authentic is letting go of the things in your life that are false, that really don’t mean anything. And Shaumbra, society in general is under such a hypnotic overlay that they forget about what’s really important. They get very unauthentic, very distracted, doing everything to try to – how to say – just get by. Doing everything to just have enough. Doing everything to either please others or to keep others from getting upset with them – and that is not authentic.
Speaking of authentic, it is time to even get away from some of these old terms that you have used in the past relating to your divinity. You call it your Higher Self. You call it your True Self. What about your Authentic Self? What about your Authentic Self? It is truly the greater expanded Being that you are. You’ve been so focused on this human aspect, you’ve forgotten. You haven’t been authentic with yourself about who you are.
Some of you have this unauthentic illusion that this grand divine being, this golden angel, is going to come down, sit in your lap and you’re going to be all integrated. It doesn’t happen like that. There’s not some other part off somewhere else. It’s all right in you right now. You just haven’t been authentic with yourself - you’ve been human with yourself. It’s time now... it’s time now to get back to “What’s important to you.” Get back to who you are. Get back to your authentic roots.
As I said, this isn’t any grand spiritual mystery. It is common sense, Shaumbra, about being authentic. With Tobias’ permission, I’ve set it up to work with you over this next month of time in situations that will help you to understand, first of all, the cycles in your life and how to get off of them. How to keep from crashing when you’re on a high. How now to truly move your experiences and your cyclical nature into expansional nature and at the same time to continue to go back. I’m going to continue to remind you – in your sleep, in your waking state, while you’re driving down the road – I’m going to continue to remind you, with the support of all of these other angelic beings who are working with you, we’re going to say, “Is it authentic? Are you being authentic?” I’m going to even ask you to ask yourselves that question. Ask yourself, “Am I being authentic?”
Some of you are going to struggle with the words, trying to figure them out. Some of you are going to get very philosophical with the words. You come out with a whole bunch of – how do you say – spiritual mumble jumble. We’re going to continue to bring you back to the essence and the core. This is important right now. It’s important in what we’re going to be doing several months from now. We’re going back to authentic.
So, Shaumbra, that is the message for today... short and sweet, just as the energy is in this room... that is the message for the day, brought in also with our guests, the Ballards, who’ve been working on this whole principle of “I AM Authentic” since the 1930's. And now Shaumbra, it is time for you to work with it in your life.
© Copyright 2006 Geoffrey Hoppe, Golden, CO 80403
Presented to the
May 6, 2006
I am, yes I am, Adamus Saint-Germain. I AM authentic, and you are becoming also.
Before we begin with our questions on this day, let us talk for a moment more about this whole concept of authentic. Most humans do not make choices in their life. They simply go through life. I suppose that in itself is a choice, but not a very enlightened or liberated choice. Most humans don’t consciously make choices about what they want to do, or how they want to express themselves in this lifetime. They get caught into their cycles, they get caught into their dramas, and pretty soon they’re making no choice at all. They are simply experiencing life but from a very nonauthentic point of view.
Being authentic means taking a look at your life – your life from the creator standpoint. It means taking a look at the choices that you are making without blaming them on anyone else, without judging yourself, without assigning an attribute of right or wrong. It simply is. With that basis, then you make a choice for yourself, not for others. Don’t include any others in this choice making, but only for yourself. And then allow that choice to begin unfolding. Allow it to come into your life. That is being authentic. Choosing for yourself. Being a deliberate and conscious creator without the judgment, without all of the overlays, simply choosing what it is that you want.
The challenge is doing it in duality, doing it in this everyday world of yours surrounded by people who are still very much into their old issues. Surrounded by the old energy, surrounded by all of the poles and influences and all of the other things that do make it difficult. But that is where you can truly learn as a creator what it is like to return to your essence. Be authentic. If you can do it in the midst of all of this other noise and all of these other overlays, then you have truly done something miraculous.
And with that, let us begin with the questions.
LINDA: Okay, I know this was meant for you although it says dear Geoffrey and dear Tobias.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (from the Internet, read by Linda): So many hours we listen to the words of Cauldre, Tobias, Saint-Germain and other entities and we try to make the good feelings and visions come true, but now every one of us is very disappointed. Why? Well, first when you try to go to the CC site and want to go to the channelings, you must now log in with a password. We thought the channelings are free for everyone. Okay, maybe you don’t have to pay but you must register or you don’t have the chance to hear and read the channelings anymore. How does that agree with the statement, it’s free for everyone? For me it looks like the Crimson Circle becomes mightiful. Second, all the last years we were told that we can change future life for us and for mankind here on Mother Earth. So everyone who listened to the channelings, and there are so many people in the world who did, worked hard on himself and herself and with other people because we trusted you. That those who just believe in money, power, weapons and so on have to leave their positions and life will become more fair and social for all mankind. And now you tell us well done but there’s a new decision for you to accept and no one of you will have the chance of seeing and feeling better life. But thank you for all of the work you’ve done. In 50 or 60 years, maybe your children have another chance. What do you think we are? For me and most of the friends, we don’t trust the Crimson Circle anymore. It seems CC only is becoming another powerful organization but not to help all mankind. It’s sad it looks like this, but I hope one day the real truth will be given to all mankind. Sadly, Janz.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed. We don’t think there was a question here. We think it was a statement and we appreciate you making the statement and there’s very little we can do to reply to it. Your feelings are your feelings and we appreciate that you had this venue to express these.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Today I am seeking guidance and direction that I need to take right now and in the immediate future about my marriage.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: We feel that you already know the direction to go in, in this. You are simply looking for validation here. We are having a bit of a discussion with Cauldre here. It is not for us to say which direction to take that in. It is a decision that you are going to have to make for yourself. But as you know there are many difficulties and burdens here. We’re going to ask you to look at it from the standpoint of how you are connected, how the energies are feeding or inappropriately feeding, and what it would be like to let some of this very old and heavy energy surrounding this – to let that go at this point. We think, again, that you already truly feel the answer and you are just looking for validation. We cannot make up your mind for you, but what we are saying here is that you already know what to do.
SHAUMBRA 2: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (from the Internet, read by Linda): I’m exhausted. Why? (Laughter)
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: There are a variety of reasons for this, and indeed this question is for all of Shaumbra. They are all asking it, why is the body so exhausted. Why is the mind sometimes unclear? Why are we going through all of these things that we are? This is a very large process that you’re going through and it could be considered very difficult. You are transforming from a duality-based human into an expansional-based or a New Energy-based divine human. That process is very challenging on every part of you. We are working with you going gradually, going slowly through this, but yet Shaumbra wants to hurry through this.
Tobias tells the story of a group of beings – you could say they were Shaumbra – when the Crimson Circle first started working together back in approximately 2000. This group was more or less an experimental group. They wanted to go very, very fast. They wanted to see how to push the boundaries or the edges of this whole process. It was very difficult on them. Several decided to leave their physical bodies – to go beyond. Others decided they had to totally remove themselves from society and from everything for a while because it was so difficult on the system. We honor that small group that did this on behalf of all because it gave all of us a chance to take a look at how this process can unfold in a gentle way that didn’t destroy the body or the mind. So it is a very, very difficult and tiring process to go through. You are switching over from one type of energy physics into another, and the body is going to respond at times. It will get very tired. The mind will become exhausted.
What we are saying here is that this is just part of the process. It is not going to last forever and particularly, as you disconnect from some of the old ways of feeding and even from the field, you are going to find a whole new burst of energy. We are working with Shaumbra right now who are already experiencing this. It is not something that – how to say – that no one has gone through yet. Many are already experiencing a new sense of vitality, a new ease in their life, a new simplicity. But they are taking full responsibility for themselves. They aren’t blaming it on others. They aren’t blaming it on the other Shaumbra or the – how to say – the organization or any of these other things. They are taking full responsibility and they are learning that life becomes very easy almost to the point of it being effortless, because it is so – it becomes such a natural flow in their lives. So it is a process that you’re going through and it will not last forever. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a woman at the microphone): I’d like clarity, perhaps validation, about my home situation and my upcoming move.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed, and we’re going to ask you what specifically is it that you choose to do? That is where the greatest clarity is going to come from – from you.
SHAUMBRA 4: My choice would be to stay in my beautiful home. It’s not possible. I’m just wondering if this property I’m looking for or at in another state is the right choice?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: We are going to have to say, again, there is no right choice, but just as well there is no wrong choice. It is only choice that counts. So often Shaumbra – how to say – will not make a choice because they are afraid of making the wrong choice. You can go to any property and turn it into your own heaven on Earth. And you can also realize that you can go to any property and you don’t have to stay there forever, it’s not being inflicted on you. This is a wonderful example – and we appreciate your question – but this is a wonderful example of being authentic and taking ownership for your own creations. There’s not a single angel out here, not even the Ballards, or any of us that are saying that you have to do one thing or the other. We want you and we want all of Shaumbra to get used to making the choices and then realizing that there is great joy and great discovery in those choices, and not get locked into any one thing. You cannot make the wrong choice. You can only make a choice, you see.
SHAUMBRA 4: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Would my new house lend itself as a healing center? I feel there’s something special there and do I need to pay attention to my health at this time?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed, indeed. And again you are asking about your new house being a healing center. If you choose it then it becomes. There are no overwhelming attributes of your house or any particular place that is going to make it better or worse. Sometimes we find that the new-agers will run off to a certain area because they hear that the energies are better there. And it doesn’t really matter. Truly those are not the important things. You will find the energy no better in Sedona than it is in Nebraska. It is the same basic energy and it doesn’t exist in just one place. One may be – how to say – have some rather unique geological attributes, but you can do your work anywhere. If you choose to turn your home into a healing center then it becomes a healing center, and then all of the other energies – on the angelic realms and the human realms – come in to support your decision, you see. The Universe conspires to fill your desires. But when you are not making a choice, when you are deferring to any other being for your choice, then what happens is all of the other energies then go into a type of neutral mode. We’re asking Shaumbra to be bold, to take ownership in self, to understand that you are the creator. We have some of these, for instance, the question that was asked earlier, placing great blame on all of these other things outside of themselves – you are not being a creator. You are not being authentic. You are blaming it on everything else. So Shaumbra it is time to step forward. You can make anything work out – anything.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (a woman at the microphone): Hi. I purchased a puppy a couple of months ago. He has a horrible cough that we’re not able to get rid of. We’ve used homeopathic, we’ve used herbs, we’ve used antibiotics. And he also likes to crap in my son’s room. Could you give me any advice?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed. First, let us get beyond this energy that you ‘purchased’ a dog. You accepted the responsibility for this little being that comes in and right now there is – how to say – Old Energy in them. The true essence of the canine energy that wants to come into this body has not come in yet. It is waiting for some clearing to take place. So you are dealing with an old animal type energy that’s still in the body. You can look and hold this little dear one and tell it that whenever it is ready the old animal energy can move aside to let one of the true pet energies come in. In the meantime, a bit of honey and water would be good for the cough and in terms of crapping all over – sometimes these animals are just animals. But the most important thing is to invite this ... there is a pet energy that is waiting to come in into this body of this little being.
SHAUMBRA 6: Okay, thank you.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (from the Internet, read by Linda): I’m a single mother of three young children from two different fathers. I often have the feeling that raising my kids in this situation is putting too much strain on me and it prevents me from being totally free. Somehow it feels like I’m stuck in my own creation. Can you enlighten me here?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed. You are absolutely stuck in your own creation because this is what you believe at this point. You see yourself as a victim. You see yourself as a caretaker, and you are literally choosing to let this stop your own growth. So the young ones who are in your life right now, who you are taking care of, they are very capable on their own. So let us remove that energy that you have to take care of them. And it’s also putting quite an energetic burden on them as well. You have a responsibility while they are young, but you don’t have to put heavy overlay energies on them. Your job is to make them feel safe and make them feel free. But you don’t have to take care of them in a type of energy that you are looking at. What you really need to do is to be taking care of yourself, which you are not doing. You’re putting it off on everything else and you are using everything else to blame for your own lack of moving forward. Can you be authentic with yourself? Stop putting it outside of you. Those walls and the feeling of being trapped – you are creating that yourself. So can you let that go yourself? Can you be so authentic as to stop blaming it on everything else?
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (a woman at the microphone): I’d like to have some input or feedback on the problems I’m having with digestion and eating, assimilating, eliminating everything that’s coming through me or not coming through me. Why has it gotten worse lately? Is it specifically what I’m eating or belief systems I’m stuck with? Or maybe as I move into New Energy, it will heal itself.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: It is not necessarily even a matter of having to heal. What is happening here again is – and again you are asking on behalf of all of Shaumbra for so many are going through this situation right now. Your body is going through an incredible change at a deep energetic level that makes its way up ultimately into a chemical or biological balance. The way that any energy is taken in and used or processed is different than it was several years ago. So here you are digesting or eating food and your body is handling it in a whole different way. There is more of a chemical reaction that’s taking place when you take the food into your body. So you find that your whole digestion is thrown out of balance. You are going to find that your diet needs are changing, particularly foods that are heavy in acids are going to be more difficult for you to take in. You don’t need the level of acid in your digestive system as you once needed. So you’re going to be attracted to foods that are more neutral or even potentially more base. It is a process you are going through but you can, first of all, before you take in any food, you can take a moment to feel into the essence energy of that food. Feel into those things that are going to serve your body the best and use – how to say – have a focus on that when you are taking it into your body. Talk to your body then. Let it know that you know it’s changing, that you know that it’s handling foods different and that it can come into a little better balance with the way it digests and eliminates food. Your body will soon catch up to and adjust to all of this. But, indeed, again this is a wonderful example of the changes that you are going through. At its core, there is nothing wrong with the health of your body. It is simply going through this changeover process. Stay away from the foods right now that in particular are spicy or acidic because your body’s having a hard time handling these.
SHAUMBRA 8: Do you feel that the wholistic – more of the cleansings and hydrotherapies and enzyme use is helping my body through it, or does not necessarily?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: That actually- the supplements that Shaumbra takes are actually throwing your bodies out of whack. I would suggest, not just for you, but for any Shaumbra, if you are on a heavy supplement type of program – taking regular supplements – you’re going to want to get off of these. It’s sending the wrong signals to your body. If you are doing these on a daily basis, cut back to only once every few days. Eventually cut back to once a week, and then eventually let these go. Your body knows how to take care of itself quite well. But when you’re throwing supplements and enzymes and all these other things into it, your body throws up its hands, so to speak, and says “I’ll just go along with what they’re trying to do to me.” But, it has its own intelligence and abilities and we know many, many Shaumbra are taking all of these supplements. Everything from vitamins and minerals, things for weight or loss of weight, and all of these other things. You are absolutely confusing your biology. Get back to the basics. Talk to your food. Talk to your body.
SHAUMBRA 8: Thank you.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (from the Internet, read by Linda): The last 15 years have been one continuous clearing process for me. However, I find that the deep influence that my family has had on me, I have not been able to transcend. I still feel inadequate and worthless. Can you give me some guidance on how to move past this?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed, and we discussed that at the beginning of the Shoud today. It is to understand that the greatest gift you can give yourself is to realize that everything has been a gift. Right now what you’re talking about with the old family energies – first of all, they have an old spin to them so it’s difficult to release them. And we know you and all of Shaumbra have been going through tremendous releasing. But sometimes when that spin is still there and sometimes the – how to say – the old energies are very sticky, then these are going to be difficult to release. So the best thing is to understand that every one of those things was a gift. If your parents were alcoholics, look at the gift that was in there. If you have had lovers who were abusive, look at the gift that was in there and understand you gave yourself that gift. That changes the vibration and the energetic dynamics of those experiences and it takes this spin off, as we say, and then these old ghosts no longer come around to haunt you any more. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (a woman at the microphone): Hi. I wondered if you could clarify something for me. I’ve been learning that you are what you think. That you draw people and experiences to yourself, how you think ...
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: ... and we’re going to amend that for a moment here, and excuse the interruption. You are what you believe. Thinking has very little to do with it.
SHAUMBRA 10: Okay. Well I have migraines all the time. All the time, and my dentist wants to take out another tooth. What could I possibly be thinking to draw this to me? I don’t want to be in this situation and I can’t figure it out.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed, and we are feeling here Shaumbra, for so many of them already feel the answer. You’re thinking too much. You’re not feeling, and to take out some teeth is rather barbaric ... (laughter)
SHAUMBRA 10: I mean – I’m talking every day of pain ...
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: ... and I will go have a discussion with this dentist myself and take out a few of his teeth! (Lots of laughter) And we’ll see if he feels better after that (laughter). I’m appalled but not surprised at this. You literally have too much energy blocked up in your head. You have forgotten how to feel. You’re not allowing the energy to run up and down and across throughout your entire biology. You’re going to want to get some body work and not to focus on the head or definitely not your teeth. But you want to get the entire energy running again. And we’re going to suggest a few things. Learn to cry again. Start your feelings going again. Be aware and sensitive of things. You’ve gotten – we can see it – it’s almost like you’ve got this mass in your energetic brain, not your physical brain, but you’ve got this mass built up because you think everything through too much. And the migraines are simply your beautiful physical self trying to tell you to stop putting so much pressure on it. And breathing is wonderful.
SHAUMBRA 10: Okay, thank you.
LINDA: She’s brand new. She’s never going to come back again (laughter).
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: When her headaches go away she will come back (more laughter).
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (from the Internet, read by Linda): You tell us over and over again that Shaumbra should work independent. I’m working in a homeless institution and at the moment I haven’t any desire, idea, ability or need to work independent. What can you tell me about my job? I feel that I can do so much valuable work there. Does my work have any kind of background?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed. We are going to cross a few lines here with some people. And we know we’re going to get some people irritated and unfortunately Cauldre has to take much of the burden along with Linda and a few others. But we want you to take a look at why you are working with the homeless. We want you to be true and authentic with yourself. We want you to take a look at how it feeds you – and it is feeding you in some very interesting ways. We would love for you to report back to us, but we doubt if you will, but what happens when you take a good internal look. We’re going to make a few a statements to you. You have a social worker attitude. You think that the only way to your own enlightenment is to try to save the rest of the world first. You have tremendous guilt in your life – tremendous guilt about all sorts of things and you think that the only way that you can redeem yourself is to do this work. Now we’re not saying there’s anything wrong with working with the homeless, as long as you’re respecting and have compassion for them. And you don’t. You look at them as poor, indigent beings who are unenlightened and unintelligent and the dregs of society. You have absolutely no compassion for them at all. You should be looking at them through the eyes of God, that they are choosing that and they are living out a brilliant experience in their life. You should be honoring them every day that you walk in there.
So you’re stuck. So you’re stuck. And you want to get unstuck – go authentic. Take a look at why you are there and what’s happening and why you resent the others who are now beginning to open their wings up and soar to new heights, whether it is a business, whether it is a healing modality, or whether it is just damn enjoying life. You’re jealous of them. Thank you. (Lots of laughing and clapping)
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 12 (a woman at the microphone): Hello Saint-Germain. This is quite an honor. I followed you for a long time. When I was down in New Mexico I met a young man who also was a channel of Saint-Germain, an essence of yourself, and several times he has tried to bring forth what he called the transformation series. Are you familiar with the transformation series?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed.
SHAUMBRA 12: We would get- or many attempts when he was in New Jersey he got half way through it. And when we were in New Mexico he only got maybe four classes. Is this something that you will bring forward?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: I will support and assist anyone. You, this dear one you are speaking of, any Shaumbra here in what they want to do – but I need their energy in it first. And this one you speak of was too willing to defer to myself and others, and therefore, our energies weren’t readily available. We needed this dear one to be so intimately a part of the process. The New Energy channeling is not the channeler, such as Cauldre, taking a back seat. We want them right in the front seat with us and then we will support the activities. The transformation series now is old and the materials that were part of that no longer need to be brought through in the same way. There is a new series – the potential of a new series – waiting to be brought out. We’re going to suggest it not be brought out in book form, that it be brought out similar to what the Crimson Circle does where it is brought out in some of your more contemporary media – the internet and these disks that you have- because the information is changing so quickly, so fast right now that by the time it gets into a book it’s too late. So it has to be participation and it has to be done quickly and we’re going to suggest a name be changed because there is too much Old Energy surrounding this.
SHAUMBRA 12: I did question his authenticity also.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed. Wise one.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 13 (from the Internet, read by Linda): My question is by letting go of our destiny seeds is it the same as letting go of our implants, our contracts? Aand does it affect or change those of my daughter? Thank you and I love you deeply.
LINDA: That was for Tobias!
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: We know that was for Tobias! (Lots of laughter and Adamus Saint-Germain chuckling) It is interesting to note, and again I’m going to make a harsh statement because I can ... (laughter) Quite frankly, I don’t need the love of anyone for I’ve found it within myself, but once I found it within myself it actually was such a brilliant light that other people would automatically love me anyway.
LINDA: Aw-w-w-w! (Audience clapping)
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: And with that we’re going to ask you to repeat the question. (Laughter)
LINDA: Wow, that’s like so gone! That was like 2 minutes ago! “My question is by letting go of our destiny seeds is it the same as letting go of our implants, our contracts? And does it affect or change those of my daughter? Thank you and I love you deeply.”
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Yes. I just wanted to hear that part again. (Laughter) Indeed, when the destiny seeds are released, it is like an implant. It is an implant that was put in there by yourself but it changes karma, it changes destiny, it changes the limitations that the future was holding for you. It doesn’t directly change anyone else’s destiny seeds, for only they can unlock those. However, when they see a human who has let those go and a human who is clear and authentic, it gives them the hope, you would say, or they can see the potential of doing it within themselves. So each time Shaumbra when you do something like this for yourself, it has an effect on everything else. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 14 (a woman at the microphone): Last summer I was separated from a position in the corporate world I had worked for 30 years. I took a sabbatical that was a very sacred gift of time that I’ve never had and really examined my life and where I was going. And now starting this year obviously, unless I plan on living under a bush, I’m going to have to work somewhere. I’ve had a hypnotherapy practice on the side for years and I’m struggling between ... the avenues that I try seem to be hitting dead ends… whether it’s back to the corporate world, god forbid, or the hypnotherapy. But everything feels wrong and I keep listening for the messages that I’ve learned to listen for but I’m now caught in the confusion, overwhelm and crankiness that comes from wanting to know what the heck to do with the rest of my life when I grow up.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Hmmm, interesting. And again within your question are contained all of the answers here already. You don’t want to go back to the corporate world. You don’t want to go back at all, even back into the old hypnotherapy or into any of the old ways of doing things. So you sit at a fork in the road, so to speak. Right now is the time for you to make choices and again to be bold and fearless and not to worry about, is it the right choice or the wrong choice but simply to make a choice about going forward in your life. Now when we say choices we’re talking on a very broad level here. We’re not saying make a particular choice about what job you want or what work you want to do because your choice may be to not work at all. And who’s to say that you have to work at all. That is an old overlay and belief system that you have to have a job to survive. It is one of the greatest – how to say – forms of mass hypnosis that we see today. You don’t have to work at all.
So now, it comes down to what do you choose. What do you want to do? And you are at that fork. When you make that choice of what you choose in your life, then everything else will start coming in and supporting it. You’re going to be surprised, and again you’re asking this question for all of Shaumbra not just for yourself – you’re going to be surprised at the limitations or the narrowness of thought that you had about your own worth. Again, humans think they are trained in certain areas or they’ve had 30 years of experience doing a certain job and that’s all they can do. You are going to be surprised at what you can do but you have to decide first what you’d like to do. What general direction, what brings you joy, how do you want to create, and then everything comes in to support it.
There are many Shaumbra who are already experiencing this. They are doing things they never thought they would be doing. They are proficient and talented in areas that they never knew they were because the overlays kept them from that. So our prescription to you is to make a choice on something – anything – today. Make a choice. It doesn’t have to be the choice about the rest of your life. But make a choice today and then observe how the energies start working to support that. And then tomorrow make another choice. And then in a week or so make some bigger choices and watch how everything comes in to support that and watch how you actually – not just you but all of Shaumbra – have been living in a very limited world with limited belief systems. Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 14: That’s great. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 15 (a man at the microphone): Hi there. Now this question actually revolves around affirmations, declarations, intentions. For example, we might want to affirm to ascend spiritually. We might want to do the I AMs. We want to do daily affirmations where you want to give intention for certain things in our lives. The question is once you make those declarations, do you have to do it everyday and can you let it go and just have a good time? What’s your thought on that?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: We’re going to be bold once again, believe it or not!
SHAUMBRA 15: Please do.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Intentions are nothing. They are like having your car in neutral. You’re always intending to do something and it never happens. Affirmations are processes of ... Cauldre just said he’s going to kill me tonight (laughter). I’m already dead! (Lots of laughter) He’s also saying he’s going to have a talk to Tobias about this being my last Shoud (more laughter). To continue ... intentions are neutral. They go nowhere. It’s not a choice. It’s procrastination, and we see so many humans intending and nothing happens and then they wonder why. Because they’re still intending. Affirmations are of the mind generally. Humans get into this whole thing about having to affirm. You’re trying to con yourself. You’re trying to hypnotize yourself into something and the results ... sometimes there are results, but generally they are very, very limited and they go away quickly, because affirmations aren’t authentic.
Declarations are the same as affirmation. They are very mental. They are very much Old Energy and they have very thin energy behind them. So I’m going to recommend and prescribe for you choices. Make choices. Make a choice. Go inside. Say, “Is this my authentic choice? Am I doing it for me as a divine and sovereign human being?” Make a choice. And then why would you ever want to think about it again? Why would you have to go back? Like, we didn’t hear? Like, you didn’t hear? (Some laughter) Think you have to tell God every day what your choice is. Make your choice, feel whether it is authentic, and then let it go. There is a beauty in that. There is actually a magic in that. Once you make the choice, you have just put an energetic type of charge on yourself and on that choice. Then you let it go. And it goes out – that choice you just made finds the appropriate energies and resources even out into the other realms, even across the physical realm of Earth, and then it starts bringing the appropriate energies back to support that choice. Very, very simple stuff. But when you feel you have to sit in front of the mirror every day and affirm or declare, well then what you’re authentic self is hearing is that you really don’t believe yourself that you have to say it over and over. You have to try to convince yourself. Now you’re in a trap. Now you’re in hypnosis and you’re going to feel it energetically. Whereas, if you make a choice, everything starts flowing.
We’re going to suggest for all of Shaumbra, play with choices. Play with them. Some of you are going to be confused about what is a choice. It’s been so long since you’ve made one (some laughter). You are going to struggle with choices and you laugh a bit but you’re going to walk out of here saying, “Now I’m not sure what a choice is. I’m not sure choice if I dare to make one and I’m afraid that perhaps if I do maybe it will come true.” One of the greatest true fears of any human is their true creatorship, their power, their capability. So they lay low. They don’t make choices. They let everybody else make choices for them. They blame it on everything else. So when you walk out of here your assignment now all of you, is to make a choice. It can confound you a bit. What if it’s too small a choice? What if it’s too big? We’re going to say make a choice, any choice, and then start watching it. What happens? Play with it. Have fun with choices and watch how everything comes back to you. Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 15: Real quick – just choose and let go and let God, right, is what you’re saying, yes?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: You are God, but indeed. Make a choice, take a deep breath and let it out. Let it out to the whole Omniverse. Let it out to all of creation and watch how you, God, then start manifesting it back in your life.
SHAUMBRA 15: So as far as quiet time on a daily basis, what is your thought on that? Is that just not thinking about anything?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Bring it back to simple terms. Make a choice. Let it go. Once you start involving all of these other things, having to have all these other type of ceremonies or processes around it, you’ve just unauthenticated yourself. Make a choice. And if you have to do anything, take your deep breath, say “I am God here is my choice.” Let it out. Let it go. And then don’t even start ... some of you are going to start thinking about the mechanics of how it comes back to you and you’re going to start saying, “Now that choice worked really well really fast, and how did it work.” And you’re going to want to graph it out and write it down, but I’m going to tell you right now, every time it’s going to be different. The way it comes back to you it’s going to be different. So also let go of your expectations. Thank you.
LINDA: By the way, I’ll talk to Cauldre. I think you’re being far more charming than he realizes. Last question if you choose.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 16 (a woman at the microphone): Thank you Saint-Germain for taking this question. Thank you for the delightful session this afternoon. I have two questions. The first one – the crystalline field that we’re tapping into to make us powerful big “G” god, is this the same scalar energy that scientists are saying because it has no vibration, it’s smooth and it heals.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: What you’re doing right now – what Shaumbra is doing – is actually letting go of what we call the field energy or external energies and you’re going into an internal essence energy that is not measurable by any human devices right now. So you are actually letting go of all of the external ways that you have been connected and bringing energy into your life. You’re going into the essence energy and this energy actually isn’t powerful at all, because in true essence there is no power. There is no need for power, you see. Power has to do with opposing forces, and when you get into your essence, there are no opposing forces, you see. But it is your inner essence energy. And the second part...
SHAUMBRA 16: But you didn’t answer the first part. Because I just asked if that essence that we’re building inside of us is the same that scientists see ... the scalar...
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: No it is not. It is not.
SHAUMBRA 16: Okay. And the other question I have is...
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: It is not measurable by human devices so therefore the scientists don’t even understand its nature.
SHAUMBRA 16:… because they said it was going back to the Void. That’s why I just wanted to know. And the second part of the question is that a symbol – an “Om” symbol – has reappeared here on Earth. It’s not the symbol so much, but now I’m afraid to say this, it’s the intention and it has been understood to be of the divine essence. Can you respond to that?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed. As consciousness shifts and changes, it brings in symbols all over that are more affirmations than anything else. Tobias has talked before about crop circles. These are symbols basically from the Order of the Arc. They are affirmations of the process and the growth of human consciousness. But it is not about worshiping the symbol itself. It is about understanding that it is coming in to acknowledge you and honor you for the work you are doing. There is no need for external symbols. They don’t hold any power because it is all ... everything you need is contained within you already.
SHAUMBRA 16: Thank you.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN. Thank you. In fact we will take one more.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 17 (a woman at the microphone): Thank you Saint-Germain. It’s a pleasure to be here with you. I have a question about craniosacral therapy. It’s one of the things I have chosen to practice recently and most of the time I step into it with confidence that I will be led, but every now and then I think I need to improve my technique. Could you speak to that and also to what the physics is of what’s actually happening in this energetic therapy?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed. First we’re going to say that – and again a question on behalf of all of Shaumbra and a statement for all of Shaumbra – so many of you have learned wonderful and very helpful techniques and modalities and programs, whether they are body work or whether they are types of energy sessions or the type of work that you are doing here. These are wonderful techniques but there also comes a point where you let the technique go. You leave it behind. Right now part of the problem – and we are communicating with some that already work with you – part of the problem is that you are still attached to your techniques. They are like a crutch for you. They give you confidence but one of the reasons for any blockages is because you’re still stuck on the techniques. You think that you have to work your hands or your energy in a very specific way. If you let go of that, you’re going to be able to move to some much higher levels and do – how to say – a more efficient type of energy work here, if you let go of those techniques.
Now it is a bit frightening for some of you because those techniques are your confidence and they are your foundation. To say that you’re going to go work with a client and let go of what you’ve learned to do is a bit frightening and also, obviously, you love working with your clients. You don’t want to do anything harmful to them. But it is time to take that deep breath and let all of those old techniques go and start tapping in directly to your own wisdom, your own what you would call healing or energy moving abilities, and also tapping directly into your clients, for what they need. Some of your clients don’t need the type of work that you’re doing. They think they do and you think they do, but they need something entirely different. So once you let go of the techniques, you’re going to find yourself and your client guiding you to exactly what needs to be done. That work will then be supported by the angelic beings on the other realms, you see. Because when you are working with a client and you are moving your hands and you are doing certain types of work, there is something happening on a physical level with their physical body, but remember there are many, many other layers and levels that have to be simultaneously balanced. That is where these other angelic beings come in. For when your hands are moving and the energies of your client are shifting, there are angelic beings helping to facilitate and shift your client’s energies on other levels as well.
So let go of all of the techniques for all of you. I don’t want to get into the physics right now about what is actually happening because then you’re going to tend to go mental on it when right now it is a time to be totally intuitive and totally trusting in what you do. As you know, you have very strong energy balancing or what you would call healing capabilities, and it is time to go to the next step and make them your own.
LINDA: I have a question to add to that. There was a question in the pile here that I didn’t get to ask and it referred to that…then is SynchrotizeTM and the DreamWalkerTM work – how is that not somebody else’s technique?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Because you’re going to take DreamWalk and you’re going to do it in your own way. There was a – how to say – we outlined, we gave you some of the basics, but you’re going to be doing it in your own way. Synchrotize – you’re not necessarily going to sit with a client saying your doing synchrotize with them. We helped you to understand some of the basics of creation and about conscious choice-making in synchrotize, but then you’re going to be doing that yourself.
LINDA: Thank you.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Thank you.
And thank you Shaumbra for this delightful day. We know so many of you miss Tobias but he will be joining you again next month. It has been an honor for I, Adamus Saint-Germain, to be with you.
I AM and you are also. Thank you.
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
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